I did it :)
November 1, 2009 7:39am
I went 3 days without throwing up :)
it doesn't sound much, and i've gone for much longer before, but it feels like an achievement …
Goal Completed on Nov 1, 09
bckyy 
4:58pm, November 12, 2009
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About Me
bckyy
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About Me
i'm becky and i'm 15 (: i've had anorexia for 3 years now, but i'm trying to recover for the third time. isn't going so well... :/ i have a lovely little puppy to distract my thoughts though, i got him for my birthday. he's my best friend :) he keeps me going when it gets really tough, i don't know what i'd do without him now. :P i'm quite quiet and shy, mostly at school and in social situations, but i'm much better than i used to be, and i open up to people who try to help me a lot more (TRY xD) byee :) x
i'm becky and i'm 15 (: i've had anorexia for 3 years now, but i'm trying to recover for the third time. isn't going so well... :/ i have a lovely little puppy to distract my thoughts though, i got him for my birthday. he's my best friend :) he keeps me going when it gets really tough, i don't know what i'd do without him now. :P i'm quite quiet and shy, mostly at school and in social situations, but i'm much better than i used to be, and i open up to people who try to help me a lot more (TRY xD)
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Interests
i like playing the piano :) and art (not that great at it though xD) i write in a diary a lot, but that's not really an interest is it?? it's not very interesting :P i like going for walks when it's cold and you can wrap up in a nice big coat :) i also love listening to music at night to send me to sleep :)
i like playing the piano :) and art (not that great at it though xD) i write in a diary a lot, but that's
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bckyy commented on Mush15’s journal entry things to worry about 5:01pm
anneli, you need to stop being so hard on yourself, you've got so many worries :( i just need you to…
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thanks for being a good friend :) x
Well Done
Woohoo! You rock!
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hey hun
do you want to talk ?
oh what time is kim picking you up tomorrow im really confused now ! :P x -
Good Luck
:) like i said just put into your mind that you can do it :)
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:D thanks :D forgive me if i mess it up.HEY brilliant goal ! i'll support you all the way, you can do it hun :)
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Support Groups
Close Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaTreatments
- Dietitian Consult Not Working
- just makes me eat things i don't want to and makes me feel worse :/
- Music Working / Worked
- Outpatient Treatment Program Somewhat Helpful
- it hasn't worked for the past year, but it's more helpful since i joined the day unit.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- ive only just started to open up to some people but its already slightly helpful, but there are some things i can't tell anyone :(
- Writing Too Soon to Tell
Close Self-Injury
when i was twelve, before i used food as my way of coping, i cut myself with razors until my brother found out. i then stopped and moved on to starving myself, but recently i've been cutting slightly when things get really bad..
Treatments
- Outpatient Treatment Program Somewhat Helpful
- I got told some distraction methods and relaxation tips which helped slightly.
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- I used it for a while, but when I had really bad urges, I just couldn't control myself.. Didn't give the same 'release' as cutting.. D:
- Talking Not Working
- I told someone, but I felt worse afterwards, because I thought they were going to tell my parents. I can't tell them again, because they definetly will tell my mum and dad D:
Open Trichotillomania (Hair Pulling)
Type: TrichotillomaniaI've pulled my some of my hair on my head before, and I pull eyebrows out several times everyday :/ I dig and dig and dig at them, and they bleed sometimes :(
Open Family Issues
i've always been the quiet one in my family, and my family is quite complex to say the least.. my parents think that my 19 year old brother has a mild form of autism - he's also had anorexia, depression and alcoholism. both him and my 21 year old brother have taken drugs. and i have a half brother who is 18 and a half years older than me. i've always been in the middle of arguements, being told to go to my room, to ignore everything. but i can't.
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