Journal Entry for October 13, 2009
I am new to this and not really sure where to start but I need some help. My husband is a sex addict, and our situation is improving but it …
I am new to this and not really sure where to start but I need some help. My husband is a sex addict, and our situation is improving but it …
Hi Serenity ... I just read your journal entry and our stories are similar, altho my husband has been a SA for all our 14 years together. I just didnt know it. He has made a lot of progress, but I am riddled with pain. I've had a couple of "up" days, but turned around and gone right back into the deepest depths.
I know all too well the rejection you talk about. I've faced it for so many years I'm bitter. Somewhere in my head I tell myself he isn't good enough for me anyway!! And that helps me cope. (tho very little) I hope you find some peace soon ... I'm still looking for mine ...
*HUGS*
PS: Look on my profile and you will find the board for Spouses of SA. There are so many of us in the same boat, and the women are so supportive and give such good advice!