VelvetSpleen's Journal

the people closest to me keep telling me to think positive and positive things will happen.. surely, even if its not true, it can't be that bad right? it sure beats always holding a grudge or being angry or depressed that can get exhausting.. so can being positive but i'll give it a try.. 

i still don't know how i feel about treatment but that's ok.. i'm not dying.. and i need to for a change do this right i'll keep researching and exploring my options..

things i'm grateful for: my family, my friends, being alive

things i want to achieve: feel as good being sober as i do when i'm not, laugh more, make more art, get healthy, read more books, travel

things that make me happy: find something that makes me happy that's not harmful

 wish me luck!