Um, yeah, this week really SUCKED. I'm cutting back on this medication because I'm trying to get off it but I can tell the difference.
Actually I feel a little bit better than I was afraid I would feel...I was afraid I would crash or something, and I haven't. So that's something. I kept thinking of an ex-boyfriend this week. I kept getting very strong urges to talk to him. I even started an email to him and dialed the first three numbers, but I've been able to stifle the feelings so far.
Things are going really terrible at work - my boss and I don't get along and periodically he will have a chat with me about what he thinks my current problem is. Today it was I'm "too emotional." I'm really not a very professional person. Oh well.





