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Well! A "DougHug". Thanks so much! My son is twelve, and was officially diagnosed with P.D.D./N.O.S.; I think of it …
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soojay 
1:37pm, October 3, 2009
He FINALLY came clean about everything ( i think?) after i told him i had been poking around in his deleated emails. I could only read one half of the story as i dont know how to get back the messages he sent to her .......yet. It seems that this was NOT the only affair he has had..another earlier this year. He says he didnt want to tell me because he thought i'd chuck him out. I still need to process all the stuff he told me. Like the latest one came here while i was at work and took flowers to my sons grave ....shit that hurts!
He has said he will do anything and will go to therapy with me.
Felt so low this morning i rang samaritons..LOL they were worried i might DO something silly! I just said while i wish i was dead, i dont believe in doing anything about it. The woman kept telling me how amazing i was as i told her of my life LOL . Like i had a choice!!! I dont want to be bloody amazing or hear compliments..I just want to be happy again.
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