failure
October 22, 2009 6:52pm
yesterday my doctor told me i have to stop modern, i shouldnt be dancing at all, im so sick of being told that she was the 4th Dr. to tell me …
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Beth93 
12:16pm Thursday
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About Me
Beth93
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About Me
hi my name is Beth, im 16 years old and I have more issues than I care to let on. I cut, I have no self-esteem, I'd rather sit in a room all alone than be with other people, social situations freak me out, i also have lyme disease and it has made my life hell, not to mention problems with "friends" everyone i considered a friend turned out to just bring me down and cause me to get more depressed. its so hard to find true friends. if u want to talk then well just talk to me i love to help people, its wat i do.
hi my name is Beth, im 16 years old and I have more issues than I care to let on. I cut, I have no self-esteem, I'd rather sit in a room all alone than be with other people, social situations freak me out, i also have lyme disease and it has made my life hell, not to mention problems with "friends" everyone i considered a friend turned out to just bring me down and cause me to get more depressed. its so hard to find true friends. if u want to talk then well just talk to me i love to help people,
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Interests
i have a huge passion for dance. my dream is to be a professional dancer pref ably ballet. and i hope to go to Boston Ballet next year for more serious professional training. i also love to paint and draw. oh and sing :) http://emr1993.deviantart.com/ just some of my art work is on here
i have a huge passion for dance. my dream is to be a professional dancer pref ably ballet. and i hope
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Recent Activity
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Getting there
October 21, 2009 10:22pm
ok, so ive started driving a lot more now because all the idiot tourists are outa here (praise the Lord) so im driving with my mom everywhere i …
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half way there
October 9, 2009 10:03pm
I Want You To Know by my best friend Jesse <3
I see those tears glisten in your eyes
I tell you’ve been crying yourself to …
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STAND By Rascal Flatts
October 9, 2009 12:02pm
perfect song this has been my entire life
You feel like a candle in a hurricaneJust like a picture with a broken …
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Moment of Peace
can we be friends? =)
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Hiya, haven't seen you aorund much, you doing ok? Here's a hug for ya, hope you are doing well.
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Hi there - how are you? I hope you are well. Hugs
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lol thanks , i mean it with all my heart
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Hey :) Nice chatting with you recently. Email me anytime you need to. What happened with your shoulder?
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Lyme Disease
back in July 2009 i was diagnosed with lyme disease. i have no idea how long ive had it but i do know it's ruined so many things. and i basically was misdiagnosed quite a few times and told i would have to live with my pain the rest of my life (told to a 15 year old ballet dancer)ive had 3 minor injuries and the lymes has gone to those injuries and made them worse, its caused me to not be able to pursue my dream of being a professional dancer anything else ud like to know just ask
Close Self-Injury
November 23rd 2008 i started cutting and cant seem to stop. its the only way i can feel better. sometimes i even punch a pole in my basement and try to brake my hand
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
Open Anxiety
i just have wicked bad anxiety..
Treatments
- Breathwork Somewhat Helpful
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
Open Depression - Teen
had depression for over a year now. for some reason people like to pick and bully me around, even my own extended family. every now and then i just break down and go into a deep depression, it can get really bad
Treatments
Open Acne
ive struggled with acne since i was probably 11 and its extremely hard to live with especially when i see all my other friends have great skin
Treatments
- Apple Cider Vinegar Not Working
- burned my skin
- Proactiv Not Working
- Washing Somewhat Helpful
Open Dyslexia
i am dyslexic and it has made even every day life hard. school is so hard for me and sometimes i even get made fun of.
Open Sports Injuries
ive gotten a pretty much serious injury from ballet. nothing shows up in xrays or MRIs so idk wats wrong with me and its caused me to stop dancing in the middle of class and almost couldnt do a few shows
Treatments
- Heat Not Working
- Ice Pack Not Working
- Naproxen Not Working
- Physical Therapy Not Working
- did nothing
- Swimming Somewhat Helpful
- only problem is i fell and hurt my shoulder so i cant swim so well
Open Shyness
i am extremely shy, social occasions scare the living hell out of me. and any other thing that i have to do where people are there.
Treatments
- DailyStrength Too Soon to Tell
- Self-esteem Not Working
- Self-help Somewhat Helpful
- Singing Somewhat Helpful
- Socializing Not Working
- no one wants me
Open Home Schooling
i have been home schooled just bout all my life i have gone to public school but i have had real bad experiences so i decided to come back home
Open Abstinence & Celibacy
i believe in saving that first time first time for my honeymoon
Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
im extremely anti social, i hate being around people and any type of social situation. social situations scare the living hell outa me, i dont like being around people, at all
