I have broken the curse in my life and I am very happy. I ended the negative physical abuse from my life. Now I just have to clear it from my mind. I have surrounded myself with positive and happiness. It is a choice and I am committed to making my life safe and complete.
I have broken the curse in my life and I am very happy. I ended the negative physical abuse from my life. Now I just have to clear it from my mind. I have surrounded myself with positive and happiness. It is a choice and I am committed to making my life safe and complete.
I will change your life.com Reading, staying in therapy and opening my life to new adventures.
I will change your life.com Reading, staying in therapy and opening my life to new adventures.
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10/2009. Looking back I can't believe how afraid I was. I am so strong and smarter than back then. My…
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I still have my moments, when i forget to take my meds, then i get stubborn. But eventually i take them…
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November 7, 2009 4:15pm
I still have my moments, when i forget to take my meds, then i get stubborn. But eventually i take them and i get better. Sometimes its just not …
November 7, 2009 2:30pm
I have moved in with my daugher and four grandkids. This is the best decision I have made in years. Now that I am sober and stronger emotionally, i …
August 28, 2009 11:19pm
I can't believe it s been so long since I have written. i am finally in counseling and sticking to it. i am still clean but stuggling with …
March 4, 2009 1:27pm
Here i go again, back to work after a year. I am kinda scared you know the rejection, the scrutiny the slamming door. Those are not things that i …
February 25, 2009 11:47am
I just had my first argument with my oldest daughter in 13 years. It is frustrating that she does not understand my worries and concerns. I remember …
How nice you can work with your daughter. I tried that but my daughter has drug problems so her promises didn't last long. Now I have the child and she is in jail. Blessing for your new style family. Jan
How nice you can work with your daughter. I tried that but my daughter has drug problems so her promises didn't last long. Now I have the child and she is in jail. Blessing for your new style family. Jan
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You are a very strong woman. You have to be, you made it this far in life. I understand so much of your pain. I too have had such a hard time with life and many of the same things you have gone through.
I recently left a violent and abusive relationship after 10 years and tons of attempt to leave before. What broke the camels back was when he came home from working out of state and he had beaten up a co-worker. I just couldn't get passed that, I just know if I had been there I would have been the one to get the beating. I was at his place I just kept think, why is this life oka with me....I had already taken all my belonging to my place. It was just a matter of walking away.
I have been in a relationship with and alcoholic/drug addict for 9 years. I do hurt cause i never know when he is going to be sober or high. (literally form on hour to the next) Then I can expecto be hit, thrown out, etc. etc. etc. I am almost out, my goal is buy the end of this year I will be out for good.
After 30 years I have been able to deal with my father sexually abusing me and my sisters. It has taken alot of reading and asking alot of questions. Every opportunity to research and understand why these things happen make it better for me to deal with my abuse. I did not abuse my children, but my ex-husband sexually abused my oldest daughter. That was far more painfull than my abuse, cause it was my child that was hurt. She too is in counseling and we are very open about both our experiences.
Stress is my middle name, I really had not accepted that fact until not too long ago. I tend to have a panic and stress attack several times a week that have caused me to loose friends, jobs, family and myself. I want to master this issue. I just want to learn to let it go. Somehow. I have had a difficult time at my job of almost a year. I love my job, I just don't like people, I guess. I don't like authority and I don't like me alot of the time.
Getting Child Support after 10 years of divorce. My children are all adults now, but that little check each weeks gives me such a sense of satisfaction. Go to www.supportkids.com its a private agency.
Leaving him after 10 years.
My finances have dwindled to virtually nothing. I can pay my rent and my car is paid, but I still have to make it day by day. I am in this situation partly because I left a violent relationship and i am determined to make it through one way or another.
My son Moses is in prison has been since he was 17 years old. He might be able to come home this year!!
I love it when i get a great nights sleep...In the past couple of years I wake up several times a night unless i take a sleep aid. I just want to sleep soundly every night. It is affecting my work, friendships and my dog.
Diagnosed
I have a mammogram today and i am scared this will be my 4 one in five years, they never find anything. But i have recurring pain and a lump in my left beast that hurts even if i must lean or touch something like a book or a grocery bag against it. I am having a sonagram too.
I am just now investigating this disorder and the possibility that I may have it.
I have four adult children and they all live on their own. But sometimes I just don't know what to do, they see me as they pier instead of their mother.
New Relationship. After many years of a bad one, I finally let myself start new. I would like to be special for someone and be real. But it takes work.
Sex has always been enough to forgive my ex abuser. Now, I have a hard time accepting affection without thinking it leading to sex. I need a plan. I need to not be addictived to violence/sex/violence cycles.
It all works if I stay on it, once I stop the watching what I eat and workign out i gain it back.
