they say it comes in three's
November 4, 2009 1:49pm
i sit and think aBout andrew and mom and jamie, and i cant cry aBout them it's as if im numB or un human. i miss them so much. jamie was my rock, …
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brownie86 
11:05am, November 13, 2009
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About Me
brownie86
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About Me
the names danielle. im 23 years old and i have two children aiden who is three laila whois almost two and i had andrew born july 9th 2009 and died of SIDS august 13 2009. my mother died on july 1st 2009 and my husband died nov. 30 2008...needless to say i have had a rough year..i hate life right now and i am trying my hardest to figure out how to go on living without my two bestfriends and my gorgeous baby boy....
the names danielle. im 23 years old and i have two children aiden who is three laila whois almost two and i had andrew born july 9th 2009 and died of SIDS august 13 2009. my mother died on july 1st 2009 and my husband died nov. 30 2008...needless to say i have had a rough year..i hate life right now and i am trying my hardest to figure out how to go on living without my two bestfriends and my gorgeous baby boy....
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i love snowboarding. taking care of my kids is my job and i love doing it..music can get me through anything. photography is passion and i love to help others in need
i love snowboarding. taking care of my kids is my job and i love doing it..music can get me through anything.
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November 13
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brownie86 and MrForgetful are now friends 6:23pm
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brownie86 and waynewhite are now friends 1:13pm
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brownie86 gave waynewhite a hug 11:27am
hello. i saw your anniversary was the 16 of september and wanted to ask you what did you do? my 4th anniversay…
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brownie86 commented on Roriesmom’s photo 11:09am
aw! that's so cute! i love that pattern. what did you do with all the baby furniture?…
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brownie86 updated their status 11:05am
my sister goes to work on monday. first time alone since mom died....i miss...…
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Hiya Hun, What a dreadful time you've been having, thanks for the friends request, I don't get on here that often but will try to stay in touch.
Take good care of yourself sweetie, God Bless...xxx -
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Hi brownie86,
This may be hard to believe, but my daughter and I had an appointment to go and pick out and design my wife's monument. What tearful day that was. It hurt so bad, but it had to be done.
I really didn't do anything, or want to do anything in the evening. There was no one to do anything with. My kids are grown up, so I didn't have to take care of them that day. I think all I did was drive around aimlessly, as I just was in the mood to be alone. So I'm sorry, this is probably not much help to you.
I am also so sorry for your loss. I would be more than happy to add you as a friend. Take good care of yourself and I'm here for you, as well as others on DS
Waynw 
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happy birthday Jamie!!!
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Siani hospital sent us an invitation for the memorial service since that's were Kaitlyn passed. Did you get an invitation to one that the infant & child loss center is doing?
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Close Sudden Infant Death Syndrome (SIDS)
: I have lost a child to SIDSi checked on him at 3;30 AND HE WAS FINE I PATTED HIM and he went back to sleep. i went down at 4pm and he was pale and stiff. i miss him. i feel so sluggish and useless. i know it wasnt my fault but its hard to believe for tme that SIDS even exsists...
Treatments
- Grief Counseling Working / Worked
- i have an EXCELLENT therapist
Close Widows & Widowers
my husband died 3 blocks from my home in an alley outside two weeks after our 3 year wedding anniversary and two days before we were moving to a new house on november 30, 2008
Treatments
- Grief Counseling Working / Worked
- its been hard but absolutely worth it...
Open Parenting Toddlers (1-3)
i have a 3 yr old aiden and a 2 year old laila
Treatments
- Patience Not Working
- Play Therapy Working / Worked
- Positive Reinforcement Not Working
Open Single Parenting
my husband died in november of 08 and left me with three children, one of which died in august from sids at four weeks old..
Open Heroin Addiction & Recovery
been clean since i got pregnant last october. shootin dope since i was 16....
Treatments
- Narcotics Anonymous (NA) Working / Worked
- cool till i got caught up in the drama..
- Residential Treatment Center Working / Worked
- was all good when i was there...till i left
- Suboxone Working / Worked
- worked till i stopped taken it so i could get one
Open Cocaine Addiction & Recovery
my dear husband whom is now deceased from heroin intoxication and cocaine use, intro'd me to crack and i loved it....dont go to mtgs anymore lookin to talk to some who understand....
Treatments
- Antabuse Working / Worked
- stopped takin it long ago...it worked while i took it though
- Narcotics Anonymous (NA) Working / Worked
- DRAMA
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
my dearest cousin. my roll dog. my best friend committed suiicide with a gun to the temple in 2004.
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
