Why not...
November 22, 2009 5:12pm
I tried so hard to be yours
i survived the harsh storms
lived through the roughest seas
all to call your name into the night
and hear you calling mine …
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BerBerBear 
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About Me
BerBerBear
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About Me
Hi, I'm Amber. I love to design and i'm crafting up a storm and working on my book and poetry. I volunteer when i can at my church and am a very spiritual person. I love music and acting, oh and i am Bipolar and suffer from anxiety and panic concerns. Hopelessly single, but content to be for now. I love helping when i can and am a great listener. Cheers to everyone!
Hi, I'm Amber. I love to design and i'm crafting up a storm and working on my book and poetry. I volunteer when i can at my church and am a very spiritual person. I love music and acting, oh and i am Bipolar and suffer from anxiety and panic concerns. Hopelessly single, but content to be for now. I love helping when i can and am a great listener. Cheers to everyone!
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Interests
Knitting, Crocheting, biblical study, faith, reading, writing, poetry, charity, volunteering, designing, helping, video games, photography
Knitting, Crocheting, biblical study, faith, reading, writing, poetry, charity, volunteering, designing,
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Recent Activity
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17 hugs received, 12 hugs given, 2 discussion posts, 1 journal comment, 1 journal post
Today
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BerBerBear gave sadandlonelyalot a hug 9:04am
Thank you.…
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BerBerBear updated their status 9:01am
Happy Thanksgiving everyone.…
Yesterday
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BerBerBear updated their status 11:16pm
I HATE MYSELF... AND HATE THAT I ADMITTED I WAS SICK...I SHOULD HAVE KEPT...…
Monday
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BerBerBear gave sadandlonelyalot a hug 11:46pm
i'll try i guess....…
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BerBerBear wrote a discussion post in the Bipolar Disorder support group: outcasted? 10:53pm
Hi Everyone... I just had a question. How many of you were outcasted or... looked down upon when people…
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Journal
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unloveable...
November 13, 2009 11:40pm
Why am i so unloveable? I've tried so hard to be so good... and so friendly... so nice... and all its gotten me is pain. I'm the rug people …
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a bad realization
October 30, 2009 11:52pm
I'm taking on my fathers coping mechanisms. Years ago i adopted my mom's which is why i'm so large... i then adopted my own unhealthy …
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Journal Entry for October 16, 2009
October 16, 2009 6:53pm
When do you know something is a problem? Like... alcohol use or... eating or stuff like that.
I ruined dinner, was told i'm useless and …
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Bound in the Quest
October 13, 2009 6:03pm
The fog thickens through the inerts of the woodland
cries absorbed into the fabric of time,
sewn into the patchwork of forgotten yesterdays.
You …
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Hugbook
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Just popping in to say hi and hope your doing ok love debbie
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I’m With You
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I’m With You
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I want to tell you that you are not alone ! You are not wrong for having admitted anything ~ I sometimes get that type of response also. Many people cannot see beyond this disease; I choose to ignore them although it does hurt my feelings. Please have a blessed holiday !
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I’m With You
you are kind person dont be so hard on yourself. Please hang in there.
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
I feel alone and want to know someone is willing to hang in there with me.
Treatments
Close Anxiety
anxiety has controlled my life for many years while others around me couldn't understand why i didn't want to go out or couldn't make a presentation. It would be nice to be around others and help them if i can or give some comfort.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- It depends on what i'm anxious about and how well it works. If a panic attack is induced it does very little.
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Helps when i can focus myself long enough, but it all depends on how fast my mind is running at the moment.
Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
To help and be helped.. its such a big part of my life and has been for a long time.
Open Self-Injury
for support and to give it
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Considering
- Red Marker Not Working
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- Squeezing Ice Not Working
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni've been depressed since i can remember and can offer support and hopefully find some
Treatments
- Lexapro Not Working
- 10 mg .,.. doing nothing....
