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hael88 
9:19pm Saturday
We were so close in highschool and we had some of the best times of my life. Now two of you left and the other two are here but seem far away. Whats changed? I don't know. It feels like a glass wall has formed between us and keeps gradually getting thicker to the point where i cant hear you anymore. I was so set on us remaining friends for the rest of our lives and i thought you were too. We swore we'd stay in contact and always be friends but will we? really? We still see eachother now and have managed to stay in touch. However it hasnt been that long. But still, as you move on to new people new things I'm left here with no one, nothing to live through, live in on my own. You seem to change in so many ways and yet you still see the same. I cant pin point it but yet i know something is different and it scares me. I cant even explain how it makes me feel because its indecipherable to myself. I dont know what i would say or do to try and fix this, to try and sort things out. I wish i did. This is why i write to you my star though i feel you'll never know it.
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I may not be a star, but i know how you feel. several times in my life I have felt this way because friends that i wish would stay in touch have decided to not bother with the effort it takes to keep said friendship. My advice to you is to let them know that you are feeling neglected, and that you'd like to talk to them and that you miss them. If that doesn't help, then by all means, as much as it hurts, one person cannot and should not have to do all the work to keep a friendship, so I would recommend meeting new people. I know it's not easy, but it's worse than focusing and hoping for a past that can never be again. I had to learn that the hard way. I wish you luck, and I hope that your friends reconsider if you decided to let them know that you miss them.
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Thanks i appreciate it.. And actually its going good. Like i still really miss them but we are also still managing to stay in touch and stay close. I think these friends are going to be my friends for the rest of my life :)
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