kennykins8's Journal

i wouldn't say i have done great with this goal so far, but i haven't shut myself in a box completely.  so i won't beat myself up just yet.

yesterday had short phone call with friend from FL.  we have been friends since birth and i have a tendency to isolate and lose touch with people.  we set up a weekly phone call about a month ago.  and i would say 2 out of 4 of the times it has happened.  

also, yesterday i talked to a friend i met a few years ago in ed treatment for the first time in a longgg time.  i'm glad i did.  

a few people i started talking to again and then i guess i haven't recently...past two weeks or so.  so i'm taking note of that and i need to do better.  i live alone and don't know anyone where i live so i need to talk to people i do know and stop avoiding it.  yea, i get scared about people judging me, but i have to do it anyways.