Journal Entry for October 17, 2009
October 17, 2009 8:50am
Wow I am just feeling really low right now - especially about the finance leaving - I missed him so much and now I have to the habit of staring at …
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8:44am, October 17, 2009
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OCT 11 - Self Hatred
October 11, 2009 8:50am
As a result of last night's binge/purge/binge - I have been dealing a significant amount of self-hatred today! It just tears me up inside - …
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Oct 7th - Upset about Breakup of Engagement
October 7, 2009 9:02am
I am feeling okay right now - but only because my meds have kicked in - I really feel like I am loosing my mind!!! I miss JD still so much and …
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First Entry - Trying this out Oct 4th 2009
October 4, 2009 7:21am
Well I am going to try this out - I am new to this cite, but it was recommended to me by a friend who went through a very similiar experience to …
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Thx for the comment, I've been being strong, and you have to be strong to. If you need anyone to talk to, let me know.
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Close Anxiety
Currently I am deployed to Afghanistan and during this time my anxiety got so bad I could barely function. I finally got help, however, I continue to struggle with severe anxiety that adversely affects my life. I am limited on the help I can get since I am deployed, but am hoping to find an outlet to help me out - sometimes I get very scared about what my anxiety causes me to do to myself as a way to release and punish myself for the things that are going on in my life right now.
Treatments
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- This really helps to kick me down a notch - but I am needing to take it quite often because I am always stressing out. I take to avoid panic attacks - no side effects.
Close Breakups & Divorce
I am deployed and my fiance left me and he is already in love with another women. I am completely alone and am devastated by what he has done. I still love and miss him and cannot understand what happened. I just cannot seem to move on.
Open Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaMy eating disorder has re-emerged as a result of severe anxiety and loosing control of my life. I just cannot eat and will periodically binge and purge. I have not eaten or kept down a meal probably since March 09 and I know I have totally lost control of my ed :(
Open Self-Injury
This is my secret, have been cutting and burning for over a year and it the way I try and release my anxiety. I need help :(
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