CrystalStarrBell

• i feel so alone...

  November 16, 2009 2:50pm

  I feel so alone, noone ask me how im feeling or come visit now even a phone call.

  Andrew isnt even there for me, just to tell me i done somthing wrong …

• William should have been born by tommorw....

  November 7, 2009 12:14pm

  my little boys due date us tommorw god its going to kill me and hit me all over again that i dont and wone ever have him in my arms everyday.

• I need to get thru tommorw

  September 28, 2009 8:02am

  My son's memoiral service is tommorw

  its going to kill me

• My dreams were tooken from me to soon

  September 27, 2009 1:03pm

  Early tuesday morning Sept 22 2009 I woke up in terriable pain i thought it was just a fake labor since its was my first baby. The pain kept getting …

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