AuntMeMe's Journal

I am a 28 year old woman who has lived in pain since I was 14. With abnormal period's and severe cramping to boot it never stopped. Went to the doctor time and time again to hear "It is cause you are not fully developed". After many year's of this at around age 19 I gave up looking for any help from any medical doctor. When I turned 22 the man I had been dating for about 8 year's and I decided we would get married and wanted to start a family. Only we had not used protection and had never been pregnant . So I find myself at a OBGYN and after intense testing and surgeries we discovered I have Not only "the worst case of Endometriosis" he had ever seen , as well my fallopian tubes were tied and had died , also known as Torsion of the Fallopian Tubes , and Adenomyosis. There was no saving any of my female reproductive organ's . So at 23 year's old I had to have a complete abdominal hysterectomy . Problem is , because it went misdiagnosed for so long there was no saving anything . Maybe if one of the millionth time I have gone to the doctor's previously and they tested me I would be able to have children.

So because of this my husband , the love of my life and everything I live for cannot have children either. His name has died with him! And now at 28 almost 19 year's old I am still very angry and still in alot of pain. Even after the Hysterectomy the Endometriosis continues to grow and I continue to have laparoscopies to burn it out...... So my question is WILL IT EVER END????? Wasn't that the reason for the hysterectomy?????