my new life
November 15, 2009 4:21am
I'm not a very good communicator at times. Sometimes I feel like a defect. But I am an imperfect person.
cwwildwoman
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About Me
cwwildwoman
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About Me
Am currently trying to enjoy life sober. It is a completely new experience. My 2 marriages were not successful, but they taught me a lot about myself. I deserved better than I accepted.
Am currently trying to enjoy life sober. It is a completely new experience. My 2 marriages were not successful, but they taught me a lot about myself. I deserved better than I accepted.
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Interests
my dog, Dakota; writing, painting, renovating my mid-size school bus into an RV, movies, garage sales, art
my dog, Dakota; writing, painting, renovating my mid-size school bus into an RV, movies, garage sales,
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Recent Activity
November 15
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cwwildwoman gave ronna a thanks 4:58am
I am blessed to have friends. Thank you.…
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cwwildwoman wrote a journal entry: my new life 4:21am
I'm not a very good communicator at times. Sometimes I feel like a defect. But I am an imperfect…
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cwwildwoman changed their mood to OK 4:16am
November 13
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cwwildwoman wrote a journal entry: my new life 10:25pm
I'm tired of living. This is --. I don't care about this anymore. I'm perfect now,…
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cwwildwoman changed their mood to Bad 10:25pm
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my new life
November 13, 2009 10:25pm
I'm tired of living. This is bullshit. I don't care about this anymore. I'm perfect now, so time to quit while I'm …
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my new life
November 12, 2009 8:46am
I go to the Dr. today. She is very unsympathetic and much like a robot. Save me. I dread these meetings. Her only objective is to do …
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my new life
November 9, 2009 8:18am
The weather has been awesome. I'm trying to get a routine of writing on my b. I am daily aware of my own work needed for the …
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Support Groups
Close Depression
I am a survivor of Depression, 50 years of it.
Treatments
- Cymbalta Not Working
- I tried suicide 3 times before they told me it can cause suicidal thoughts......
- Elavil Not Working
- Never helped at all
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Excellent
- Paxil Not Working
- made me manic and bizarre acting
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Daily, but it's very, very difficult some days
- Prozac Working / Worked
- I had 4 suicide attempts before I was allowed to have something else
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- It's hard to find the right one
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- They've (family all left me, except my granddaughter
- Trazodone Not Working
- It gave me horrible nightmares that were actual times in my second marriage
- Wellbutrin Too Soon to Tell
- My confusion was really never cleared up after 4 months
- Writing Working / Worked
- I am currently writing a book about my life.
- Zoloft Not Working
- Too long ago
Close Alcoholism
ave one year of sobriety after 23 years of heavy drinking
Treatments
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- I finally got IT!
- Residential Treatment Center Not Working
- Did one back in '97 to get off heroin, it didn't work on alcohol. I used it to come down from rock.I used heroin once to come down from rock, and I got hooked
- Willpower Too Soon to Tell
- It's only been a year
Open Degenerative Disc Disease
I have Deg disc disease. I was run over by a van in 2006. I've been doing epidural blocks, and I am currently doing trigger-point injections and physical therapy to strengthen my back muscles.
Open Anxiety
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- Then I was "taken" off it because of possible liver involvement
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- I use these when I need them, (a lot), they are a life saver.
- BuSpar Not Working
- didn't work at all
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- Currently using a 2mg. dose to help with sleep
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- But not very
- Trazodone Not Working
- gave me bad dreams
- Xanax Working / Worked
- I use these to help in the daytime, 1mg. They calm me down pretty good
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Just started 3 wks ago
Open Life After Divorce
I' newly single and I need some support
