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We live in manipulative times my dear anonymous readers, tell me who manipulates you?.............who dangles invitations but delivers an inner …
49yr old working father to 3 absorbing(energy,money,love,money etc) boys!- a 7yr old with a condition with an apparently simple description-adhd(tears of joy mingled with desperation!)-a 13yr old vague on rules + numbers, he seems to think 13 is actually 33 and that growing up is optional + a 22yr old where sincerity stands foursquare with inferiority and hollowness..I love them all + my missus, she posesses 'real' qualities like sunlight + sanity that so called real people fail to understand
49yr old working father to 3 absorbing(energy,money,love,money etc) boys!- a 7yr old with a condition with an apparently simple description-adhd(tears of joy mingled with desperation!)-a 13yr old vague on rules + numbers, he seems to think 13 is actually 33 and that growing up is optional + a 22yr old where sincerity stands foursquare with inferiority and hollowness..I love them all + my missus, she posesses 'real' qualities like sunlight + sanity that so called real people fail to understand
We live in manipulative times my dear anonymous readers, tell me who manipulates you?.............who dangles invitations but delivers an inner …
Why does the skills that i have developed to keep me going have to leave such a mess...........i,ve trained myself well (another birthday yesterday) …
Can i write the truth here.............................................hard and unyielding truth, 'how pathetic I am' i,me a fucking deluded …
It is an uneasy lot at best, to be what some people call highly taught and yet not to enjoy ; to be present at this great spectacle of life yet …
My gorgeous 7yr old little boy has adhd/ocd, he has been on tablets for 2yrs now and if i live to be a 100yrs old whilst i flatter myself that he has a diagnosis from healthcare professionals the feelings of guilt/doubt and failure for this little boy are now a difficult depressing feature of my life constantly stimulated by a strong critical intelligence which betrays any lurking sense of acceptance. Ime his dad but like him i am still trying to find an understanding of the right thing to do!