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TehProdigy 
Everything's fucked now. My ex and I are completely done with eachother. I heard she did some shit with this guy she hangs out with now right after we broke up. When she said we were trying to work on things. She says she'd never do that, but idk. Also, I left my job today. My supervisor and some other guy i work with were badmouthin me and i heard all of it. I said k bye and left. *sigh* I need help....and hugs...and to be treated the way i deserve. I'm so nice to everyone, yet I get the hatred in return. I don't know what to do anymore. I was doing so well. Was getting over my ex, got a place, had a job, and classes. now I'm a mess inside again and my heart is still bleeding out while the world moves on without me.
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Sorry for your pain. Just keep going and don't stop. You will get through this pain in time, but until then, you will have to feel these emotions. The emotions you are feeling are necessary to get through the pain and heal. Figure out what you need to do next. Set some goals and stick to them...
Just know you aren't alone in your feelings. Keep reaching out to people here for advice and support. Keep talking. Good luck to you.
Rman
I would recommend you may be in need of a mental cleansing. It sounds as if you have a lot of venom and poison inside and it is starting to seep out into your world. Do you have an active hobby that allows your mind to fade away from the worries of the world. Are you into Kickboxing or karate or running or hiking or some sport. I would say you need a nice long activity that would allow you to just stop thinking for a couple of minutes. Once you have finished I would bet this would allow you to see what steps you need to take to move forward.
4BooBoo
Just when things seems their worse, something good replaces them..eventually. Many of life's missteps can hammer you two steps back and there is only one choice - slowly forward and moving on. Understand your frustrations but do know that things have a way of working out - or not - - if not, time to move on. The best your way...
meddle
I so get the emotions and pain you are going through as I was there when me and my ex first split. It did effect my perception of things and how I viewed what others did to or around me.
I can not express it enough that you need to know that if you were not in this mindset, what others do to "rib" you would be seen and received in a different light. So while you do feel like shit and what she has done has ripped to your core, try not to look at what others do so deeply right now while you are feeling like this, you only end up hurting yourself more cus more then likely, they are trying to cheer you up or not even meaning you in the first place.
I am not sure if when you says "k, bye" you quit your job or not. if not, and you go back to work, then I would speak with those co-workers and see what they meant and then mane amends if you took it wrong. Just tell them why you felt that way and let it be done.
ChiTownBear
I am sorry for all the pain you are going through. I am proud of you for all the things you have accomplished. It is hard to have someone tell you one thing and do another, but we cannot control how someone else will act. You have some good advice here.. You are not alone...others do care.
Mamalyn