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About Me
breezee
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About Me
I lack self-confidence. I find it hard to make friends and trust people. I have strong self-awareness but find that I'm helpless against my own worst enemy: me. I feel, at times, like I make a conscious decision to be a deviant. Long string of health quirks added up to social awkwardness maximizing the setbacks to include not only physical but psychological as well. When I'm well, I pride myself on being a fun-loving, laid-back girl. Trying to make that the only part of me that gets face time.
I lack self-confidence. I find it hard to make friends and trust people. I have strong self-awareness but find that I'm helpless against my own worst enemy: me. I feel, at times, like I make a conscious decision to be a deviant. Long string of health quirks added up to social awkwardness maximizing the setbacks to include not only physical but psychological as well. When I'm well, I pride myself on being a fun-loving, laid-back girl. Trying to make that the only part of me that gets face time.
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Interests
Music. Movies. Fitness. Writing. Driving. Family.
Music. Movies. Fitness. Writing. Driving. Family.
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionFinding it hard to cope without support. Always been the pillar of strength in my circles and have been getting poor responses to any sign of weakness because of that.
Treatments
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- I used Lexapro for six months when I was 19. It was effective in lessening the stress of depression, however I wasn't feeling depressed anymore because I wasn't feeling ANYTHING anymore. I have not utilized medication since.
- Support from Friends & Family Too Soon to Tell
- Only recently been letting select loved ones in on my status.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Journaling has always been effective for me. I have not kept one in years but I just started. Nervous because I'm married now and don't want to face any sort of trust issues.
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- When I can muster the motivation nothing makes me feel better than lifting weights rollerblading bicycling etc.
Open Infidelity
I was unfaithful. We're recovered on the surface, but still dealing with trust issues. I still feel unavailable emotionally and I'm trying to understand it and fix it.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Too Soon to Tell
- He says he forgives me.
Open Female Sexual Issues
Have questions.
Open Meth Addiction & Recovery
Recovered addict, sober 3yrs 8mths...relapsed as of 5/09
Open Fitness Goals
Treatments
- Dancing Working / Worked
- Rollerblading Working / Worked
- Strength Training Working / Worked
- Weight Training Working / Worked
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