Journal Entry for March 14, 2008
Another week has gone by, this year is going really fast. Ash just finished her ACT's she said it will be about 4 weeks for the results …
My name is Karen, I'm a single mom with a 18 year old daughter, Ashleigh, she is a college freshman at Saginaw Valley State University.
My name is Karen, I'm a single mom with a 18 year old daughter, Ashleigh, she is a college freshman at Saginaw Valley State University.
Spending time with my daughter, lying by my pool, scrapbookking, NASCAR, walking on the beach in the sand, watching the sunset, baseball games, hockey games, reading in the summertime, going upnorth, springtime, and watching the good old movies.
Spending time with my daughter, lying by my pool, scrapbookking, NASCAR, walking on the beach in the
Another week has gone by, this year is going really fast. Ash just finished her ACT's she said it will be about 4 weeks for the results …
I just noticed I have not written in a while. I guess that is because nothing has changed. Still single, Ash is gone most of …
Its been awhile since I've written in my journal. Things have been pretty stable lately not the extreme highs and lows I was feeling during …
Today is going better so far than the past few days. Thanks to all for being supportive. I'm so glad that I have all of you here for …
hey life sucks. i did just finish my first book for school and took my final and got an A so that is good two or three more books to go. matt is ok the bitch is down there now still dont talk to her or about her unless he brings it up and i still say i hate her and she is never allowed at my house. LOL what a @%$@@ I am. LOL He is in kentucky not fort hood anymore so what happened yesterday he was already gone thank god his work was right across the street and he was in that building all the time. Gene is working got our mortgage down to 992 a month so we are trying to make our dec payment early cuz we dont know how long he will have work. nothing new there huh??? Ash well that is a different story every day we fight her attitude is horrib le and she is 100 pounds over weight took her to the doctor and had her blood checked and she is fine just dont want to lose the wieght so we fight now to make her work out at home. i mean fight. this is horrible she thinks we are to nosy in her business and need to leave her alone she is disresopectful and disobedient and we yell at her all the time. so no more yelling she is getting her ass beat now til she gets it thru her head we ar ethe boss not her. god this sucks. other than that i go day by day and hope for the best. fanceface24@aol.com is my emal call me sometime i lost you number remember. i only have your work number. well gotta go the neighbor is taking me to lunch at the riverfront and i have to get ready. love ya and miss ya if you need me call me i am ALWAYS HOME
hey girlfriend, whats up? life still sucks no job but i am in school now and doing well. took ash to the doctor about her wieght waiting for results. matt has called alot since he is in kentucky but now jen is there so he wont call i am sure. other than that life still stinks. LOL story of our lives huh????? LOL just hoping to make it through another day you know???? lost all my number when my purse was stolen earlier this month so you need to call me and give me your number again i had to look through old email to find your work number i did not mean to bother you. so how are U???? how is life treating you??? how is ashleigh doing with school and how is the fiance???? kinda sick right now so i am just taking it easy for the moment.l call me if yoiu want lov ya marion
have a great week!!!
how are u
well ash is talking to matt now jen did cheat badly but he is staying with her he has not called me once yet so i dont know. i told him i do not forgive jen did that in feb. lol anyway ash is getting ready for school and gene is working i ams till looking for a job but i am going back to school should have it all finizlized this week. medical billing and coding. yea
i'm not sure why i'm depressed it started about a year ago after losing 100 lbs. I thought losing weight would make me happy and not one thing in my life changed everything stayed the same. My daughter is trying to cheer me up but it just does not work for me. My parents are supportive but they do not know what it is like to be alone with no one to talk to.
I'm a single mom with a 16 yr old daughter. She is my world and my whole life. When she hurts I hurt right along with her. Now that she is growing up I feel I'm losing her to her friends and not needing me anymore. When she is gone with friends I'm all alone and get so depressed and down. I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
I have been a single mom for 16 years now. I have lost 100lbs and still feel there is no way any one would want me.
I have 16 year old daughter need I say more!!!!