I am nearly 30 have had a terrible 2009 hardly went out and experienced alot of insults about my appearance thanks to a re- thinking over the xmas period decided to take initiative and make 2010 my year i have began to go out more and let insults bounce of me and to try and have a positive 2010
I am nearly 30 have had a terrible 2009 hardly went out and experienced alot of insults about my appearance thanks to a re- thinking over the xmas period decided to take initiative and make 2010 my year i have began to go out more and let insults bounce of me and to try and have a positive 2010
I enjoy training going to get back into the gym and martial arts. I like surfing the web nad watching a decent film at the cinema.
I enjoy training going to get back into the gym and martial arts. I like surfing the web nad watching
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pani29 gave witchnell a hug 10:18am
thanks i am really making the effort it hasnt been easy but i have been trying to be positive anyway…
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thanks…
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pani29 wrote a journal entry updating their Get back into martial art goal 8:39am
I have my grading in two weeks for my orange belt my 1/3 belts i am confident i should make it, i have…
pani29 wrote a journal entry updating their To go out more goal 8:38am
Its Monday the 15th of March and have gone out for lunch today, this makes another week i have said i…
March 15, 2010 8:39am
I have my grading in two weeks for my orange belt my 1/3 belts i am confident i should make it, i have 5 more lessons to attend before my grading …
March 15, 2010 8:38am
Its Monday the 15th of March and have gone out for lunch today, this makes another week i have said i have gone out when i reach april i will …
February 22, 2010 7:58am
Still maintaining it , went for lunch today a new week hope to keep it up.
February 12, 2010 8:00am
I have been going out since the new year going out tommorow to derby centre and will try and maintain it all year now i have started martial arts …
February 12, 2010 7:55am
I have purchased a karate uniform and will fill up an application form for a license and looks like i am going to be put forward for the first …
i am sure you will,and remember i am here if you need to talk,hugs Nell.
glad to read you are moving forward,well done.
I am with you!
hope you are ok,not heard from you for so long,love and hugs,Nell.
I was fine a year ago ever since then I have been getting alot of insults about my appearance and have had cosmetic surgery because of it however nothings changed i used to be outgoing now all i do is work and stay home and occasionally go to the shops i am insecure and have no confidence living in a hell which i call a life i want to end it all one way or another.
i suffer from paranoia i think everyone is talking about me and hurling insults about my looks and i think its real i do get loads of abuse all the time which depresses me i get called retard and spastic my life is a nightmare and i need help.
