MadameChaos's Journal

Im petrified...

This house is haunted. It has to be. Or im delusional...

Fuck this shit.

What am i going to do???

Ive been sitting in the one place for hours, listening. Freaking out. Trying to drown it out with the TV and music. Nothings working.

I wish my appointment was closer. I need some help.

Im feeling so conflicted. Im so depressed but im presenting with manic symptoms.

What the fuck is going on?

There goes the TV again, it keeps flicking off, the street lights did too when I rode down the street to check the PO box.

This is just crazy...

And its 5 fucking AM and im not even close to sleepy. Im so sick of this, I just want to sleep. Please??? Im begging...

Ive got so much to do today, centerlink to fix up my disability payments and suchlike. And i have to get a parcel from the post office.

Probably get some food, i havent eaten properly in days...

See another manic symptom, I havent been hungry.

Im going to watch some stupid TV now, and ignore the noises and wait for the centerlink and the Postoffice to open.