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AprilStar 
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Dark grey and cloudy skies
Rain pouring down from on high
Thunder booms loud with a crash
Through darkness light cuts with a gash
My own heart is beating in tune
My tears like the rain fast pour down
My mind like the dark cloudy night
In me there is no light
The skies being torn by the storm
It’s doing the land so much harm
The sun is cut out, there’s no hope
The world doesn’t know how to cope
My heart is torn up like the skies
No feeling for everything dies
In my thoughts there is so much despair
Should I even try to care?
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hugs.ive had many days feeling like u do.i also am a cutter but working to stop.i will tell u things will get better.it did for me i mean i still have days that are really bad.but i just force myself to go on because i cant let depression win.huge hugs Barb
quietcries
Things don't seem to be getting better at all. They're getting worse, and I don't know if they'll ever get better.
AprilStar
One thing about places like this I have learned is that there is always an "after". You cannot continue to freefall. There will be a reversing point, and you will rise. I have found this to be true from my own experience. Since we do not know each other, I will not offer any huggs. But I do offer the open hand of friendship, and I listen without judgement. If you have even a small desire for things to be different, you have found the community that cares. Keep coming back. Some day, you will be answering a post just like the one you made tonight. I also have had to cry for help; and I have never been left in the dark on this site. Things do get better, April. You will see!
BobCJ