Crashing
October 21, 2009 5:34pm
I hate this shit.... I feel like I could tear up things... like the Tasmanian Devil...... I have lots of anger... and I'm so depressed that …
HbooMom
12:52pm, November 11, 2009
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About Me
HbooMom
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About Me
I am happily married for 18 years old. I have 2 children, (son)15yrs. and (daughter)12 yrs. I am BP1(rapid cycling) with panic/anxiety disorder and OCD.
I am happily married for 18 years old. I have 2 children, (son)15yrs. and (daughter)12 yrs. I am BP1(rapid cycling) with panic/anxiety disorder and OCD.
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Interests
I love to read. Reading is my escape from the real world. There are times that I write poems and draw, but I am not able to do this at all times. It is really weird. My family is all about music too. But my most important interest has to be my family..I know I would not still be here if it weren't for them.
I love to read. Reading is my escape from the real world. There are times that I write poems and draw,
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The Bad Side of Manic
October 19, 2009 1:59pm
I am no longer on the up manic side... you know invincible, feeling great, getting things done.... I am on the anxious / panic, paranoid, …
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Woo-Hoo still manic
October 4, 2009 9:58pm
After being depressed for a long period, I am still on the up cycle...
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Finally out of depression
September 23, 2009 3:11pm
Woo-Hoo...Out of depression after about 4 weeks.... I've been very manic the last two days... it is so nice not to be so down... mania not …
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Ray of Sunshine
Im sorry to see your feeling so awful.
Here's some sunshine to hopefully brighten up your day.
I hope your mood lifts shortly.
Hugs!!!
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checking in and hoping all is well. having some issues I've been dealing with so been out of touch for a couple of weeks. have pdoc appt today. Probably another medicine change coming. Anxiously awaiting to see what he wants to do
Moment of Peace
Just wishing you a restful and peaceful weekend . . . and many hugs!
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Thank you so much for taking the time to respond. As a newbie, I was unaware of the board for friends/spouses of. I took everyone's great advice & joined up. Here's the thing: there are blacks who get upset when they see a white person 'in their hood'. there are whites who want to exlude anyone they consider to be 'not white'. There is nothing to be gained in segregation & exclusion. We lonly have to look at societies where this was & is a pattern. the end result is mutual hostility & shared ignorance! Many BP's chose to marry Normies. These same people cannot use the condition as an excuse to now justify hatred of normies-except my partner because s/he's not like those others! It is like being an Antisemite married to a Jew! As challenging as it may be, we'd best build bridges & not walls.
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Thx for the link...looks like it's been removed. But really appreciate you going out of your way to send it to me. Hugs, Bobbi
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Close Bipolar Disorder
I am diagnosed bipolar disorder1 (rapid cycling), panic/anxiety disorder, and OCD.
Treatments
- Abilify Not Working
- Anxiety increased. I could not sit still or keep my legs and arms still.
- Depakote Not Working
- My mania was worsened.
- Iron Too Soon to Tell
- Severe anemia.... just started
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- I could not make it without Klonopin... I would be in a constant panic.
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- Lithium Somewhat Helpful
- I was on a low dose. When I increased my dose I was so dizzy that I couldn't walk without walking into walls. Decreased dose long enough to get to full dose of Lamictal then went off.
- Risperdal Not Working
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Really helps with my insomnia.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Zyprexa Not Working
- Made mania worse.
Close Anxiety
I am happily married for 18 years old. I have 2 children, (son)15yrs. and (daughter)12 yrs. I am BP1(rapid cycling) with panic/anxiety disorder and OCD.
Treatments
- Ativan Not Working
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- Could not make it without it.
- Lexapro Not Working
- Luvox Not Working
- Paxil Not Working
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Xanax Not Working
- Zoloft Working / Worked
Open Panic Attacks
I am happily married for 18 years old. I have 2 children, (son)15yrs. and (daughter)12 yrs. I am BP1(rapid cycling) with panic/anxiety disorder and OCD.
Treatments
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I am happily married for 18 years old. I have 2 children, (son)15yrs. and (daughter)12 yrs. I am BP1(rapid cycling) with panic/anxiety disorder and OCD.
Treatments
