Today is an ok day, yesterday was …
Today is an ok day, yesterday was not. I have been swinging for several weeks now, so I almost go hour to hour. I am …
Pushing my fingers into the bowl
Kneading the thick dough
The pulsing ingredients emanate negativity
Angry throes painfully squash the diminutive plasticine
The yellow moulds rise, a miniature vacuum leaving nothing
Nothing, but empty space
The miniature loaf, a morsel of misery
Moulded in moments, the vessel of delivery
Empty and free, the beatings relinquish suffering
Moving the form about the bowl, the see through arena
Of pain and suffering
Left to soothe for moments in the heat
Raising it’s head, carefully – watchful
Its insides inflate, feeling free
But fear flattens the fool, lifted away
Torture proceeds, dropped painfully
Onto the side, the furnace opens
Before caged, fallen into fire
Heat transpires to scorch, too hot to blister
But burning, consciousness dissolves in the blaze
One loaf: misery entombed
Today is an ok day, yesterday was not. I have been swinging for several weeks now, so I almost go hour to hour. I am …
This is the first time I have done this online. I am very frustrated with mental health support in my area. Groups …
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