Miserably lonely
September 23, 2009 1:18pm
I can not believe how very lonely I feel. I seem to have friends and family around me constantly, but yet all I want is to be with my husband …
Amerdee 
8:26am, September 28, 2009
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Amerdee
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About Me
I am a 34 year old mother. My husband and best friend died unexpectedly on 9/8/09. I work as a Children's Protective Services Investigator for the State of Michigan. My husband was always my strength and biggest supporter. He believed that there was nothing I couldn't do and was always there to cheer on my every accomplishment.
I am a 34 year old mother. My husband and best friend died unexpectedly on 9/8/09. I work as a Children's Protective Services Investigator for the State of Michigan. My husband was always my strength and biggest supporter. He believed that there was nothing I couldn't do and was always there to cheer on my every accomplishment.
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My husband and I found our greatest joys in watching our boys grow into the young men they have become, taking out our little fishing boat, backyard fires, renting cabins and lots of traveling.
My husband and I found our greatest joys in watching our boys grow into the young men they have become,
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Journal Entry for September 18, 2009
September 18, 2009 12:22am
To Dariel…My Husband, My Best Friend When we said, “Till death do us part,”…We could not imagine this day.But we knew …
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Journal Entry for September 18, 2009
September 18, 2009 12:22am
To Dariel…My Husband, My Best Friend When we said, “Till death do us part,”…We could not imagine this day.But we knew …
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Thanks for the hug and I am here for you as will... I Hope your day was better and your nights are even better.. I too am here for you as will thanks Elly
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Hope your doing okay toay....
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I wish I could say that was my only issues right now … My husbands mom that had nothing to do with him at all his whole life is driving me insane……. The calls the nasty emails she calls and hangs up on me at least ten times a day if not more… She hates me for her son passing away and the fact that he never talked to her…. It just feels like one blow after another… I really couldn’t say how or why your picture showed up to me the other day but yours was the first and I just wanted to talk to someone that was feeling the same way I was I thank you for all the kind comments and just knowing someone else out there really does understand all I am going thru however at the same time I wouldn’t wish this on anyone… My prayers are with you and I am thankful just knowing there is someone other then my family that I can possible talk to… don’t get me wrong I love them all and I know they too are hurting from all this but at the same time there is no way they could possible understand any of this.. I put a smile on that way they will kind of back off and give me space and it huts to see them cry so I don’t say too much around them… Guess you can say I am trying to act as if I have it all together but I feel as if I am under water swimming to the surface and can see the light up above but the more I swim the further my body keeps pulling back… Thanks so much and God Bless you and your family and friends if you need anything at all day or night please feel free to chat with me… I cannot sleep much and I too find myself just setting in a room staring at the walls waiting for my husband to just walk thru the doors… Silly I know but its what is really keeping my head on straight right now I just cannot let it sink in it hurts too much…. Hugs Elly
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I can sincerely say I do understand what your feeling… The one person I confided all my inner most secrets to is gone… The hurt and pain is too much its all the little things I took for granted that I miss so much….. The snoring that drove me crazy I would give anything to be able to hear at night as I cannot sleep….. You are the first person in the world I have reached out to I don’t know you but when I opened this web page there you were…
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I am a 34 year old mother whose husband and best friend died unexpectedly on 9/8/09.
