Faith or Hope
November 20, 2009 10:11pm
I do not have hope. I do not wait anything.
I have faith.
Faith is the thing that keep me fighting.
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IshtarLM
3:51pm, November 15, 2009
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About Me
IshtarLM
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About Me
I am a Photo Conservator. Right now, I'm in Milford, N.J. doing an internship for three months. I have Bipolar Disorder I. I have been dealing with major depression almost always. In 2007 I was hospitalized for many weeks and I recieved a series of ECT. I lost many of my mental and cognitive abilities, but I'm still alive.
I am a Photo Conservator. Right now, I'm in Milford, N.J. doing an internship for three months. I have Bipolar Disorder I. I have been dealing with major depression almost always. In 2007 I was hospitalized for many weeks and I recieved a series of ECT. I lost many of my mental and cognitive abilities, but I'm still alive.
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Interests
All the wide Photo World. Reading, writing, bookbinding, crafts in general. I love animals. I have two cats. I also love to eat.
All the wide Photo World. Reading, writing, bookbinding, crafts in general. I love animals. I have two
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Recent Activity
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5 hugs received, 3 hugs given
Sunday
Friday
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IshtarLM gave Javish a kiss 10:26pm
I love you my dear friend!!!…
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IshtarLM wrote a journal entry updating 2 goals 10:11pm
I do not have hope. I do not wait anything.I have faith. Faith is the thing that keep me fighting.…
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IshtarLM gave Gabin a ray of sunshine 10:07pm
Gracias gordos, ya no te vi por aqui. Ay!!! No te he escuchado en una semana y ya te extraño mucho.…
November 15
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IshtarLM gave Ced357 a well done 3:55pm
Congratulations!!!…
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Journal
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Irritable!!!
November 14, 2009 12:13am
Estoy irritable.
Todo me molesta.
Todo...
No soporto ni la voz de los que amo. Ni sus muestras de afecto. Nada.
Siento que voy a estallar en cualquier …
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I want to miss you less
November 6, 2009 5:14pm
Dear life,
I just write you, to let you Know that if I miss you a little bit less, maybe I will be happy.
Just if I miss you less.
But I will miss …
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If one day...
November 5, 2009 10:32pm
I just want to fly.
I have a simple dream.
I have an empty hands, and there, in the ocean of my mind I have an evergreen leaf with the last moment of …
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My meds RAN OUT!!!
November 2, 2009 2:17pm
I'm very concerned.
The meds that help me to sleep are run out!!!
I do not know, what I am going to do...
I do not use to take it very often. But …
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Hugbook
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Thanks
gracias por el animo, sigo trabajando! con muchas ganas.
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Shout Out
Vamos mis pollitos a comer mejor para que tenga mucha energia!
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Chocolate
Cara bola,
Me alegro que haya mejorado tu estado de ánimo, así como el avance en tu meta de comer mejor. Me da mucho gusto. Sigue así. Te mando un chocolatote de premio :) y muchos besos. Nos escuchamos pronto.
Gabriel... -
Little Love
So do I!
You know I love you too sweetling =)
Have a wonderful weekend my gorgeous friend -
Hug
Hola hola,
Pasé a saludar y saber cómo estás. Mañana no podré llamarte temprano para chacotear debido a que tendré clase, sin embargo, espero verte por la tarde en el msn o skype.
Cuídate, te mando muchos besos y abrazos,
Gabriel...
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Photos
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
I have been in treatment since I was 11 years old. At 18 I was diagnosis with Major Depression and in 2006 the diagnosis was specifie in Bipolar Disorder I.
Treatments
- Ativan Not Working
- Effexor Working / Worked
- Ha sido el único antidepresivo que me ha funcionado.
- Equetro Somewhat Helpful
- Lamictal Not Working
- Lithium Working / Worked
- It was the better. I felt very good but the side effects were terrible.
- Paxil Not Working
- Me pone en ciclotimia o en hipomania.
- Risperdal Somewhat Helpful
- Helps a lot in maniac episodes
- Seroquel Not Working
- Tegretol Working / Worked
- Trileptal Somewhat Helpful
- Help to sleep without nighmares.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI need help to support the loneliness I'm right now fealing. I have BD type I.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Effexor Working / Worked
- It is the only one that works for me. Although it causes me addiction.
- Electroconvulsive therapy Working / Worked
- I recived 10 sessions. I think this save my life algouht it destroyed some parts of my brain.
- Paxil Not Working
- Prozac Not Working
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I am use to attend therapy one a week.
- Seroquel Not Working
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- They area my breath and the beat of my heart.
Open DailyStrength Members Community
I'm looking for support and friends. I just move to N.J. and I fealing alone.
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