aceofspades37's Journal

        For the past 4 years I've noticed some peculiar occurrences on myself but couldn't make sense of them. Now I realize they were all symptoms of the ailment that has stolen my life... The biotech disease.. With the misnomer "morgellons"

       Three or four months ago i had my first full blown "invasion". It was a full moon. I noticed a spec on my arm and tried to get at it with tweezers. the more i dug, the deeper it got. I ended up with a big gash and never retrieved the spec. The next day after a shower, I was putting makeup on and saw a speck on my face. when I tried to brush it off, another appeared, and  then more and more.. from nowhere. in one spot,they formed a line, like they were waiting for me to get them. I couldn't believe my eyes. Then the hairs started. They stuck straight up off my face. I'd brush them away, and they'd reappear.  Now feeling completely crazy i  looked  on the rest of my body and  saw them on my hips and legs. Of course i tried to get them off me, not knowing that every poke and prod was starting a collection of large, non healing sores that eventually become dark patches. This insanity went on for about an hour with the success only of my own self mutilation. Forcing myself to put down the tweezers, i grabbed my toothbrush and began brushing.  As if I wasn’t on the brink of insanity yet, the blood i spit into the sink was enough to do it. I then brushed my gums and out came a massive amount of blood. Horrified, I looked in my mouth, and there were these black things on one side of my mouth. I swept the brush over them and they came out. I spit them down the sink, then reached for the hydrogen peroxide. It bubbled up like a volcano. I became hysterical, had a panic attack, gathered my things as fast as I could, then ran out the door to see the first and last doctor I would ever try and discuss this matter with.