Soph827's Journal

Sorry once again for my long absense! I have been super busy! as of usual lately!!!!!!!!!!! At the moment i'm on practicum this is my 2nd 1 this yr bcos i didnt pass the first 1!I was really nervous about it but i got a good mid practicum review from my tutor and from my associate. my tutor said it was like i was a differant student altogether and hve improved heaps! I was very happy with that!

So I have been on this practicum for a month almost, this is my last week now i'm just pushing myself to get all my paperwork finished by friday which i naturally dont ever feel like doing really lol! I'm just having a break now by journaling! So yay i start yr 3 of my teaching diploma in march next year i'm quite excited!

Onto other exciting news, i breifly journaled that i am engaged! yes well I have my ring now and Tim's got his, at sum stage i'll update pics on fbk 4 sum reason it wont allow me to do it on here hmmm! anyways my ring has a purple stone in the middle then 2 white chrystals surrounding it and its yellow gold. Tim's is titanium with a blue oxidised ring around it.

So things are mainly going pretty well in my life atm although i do have the ongoing problem of ed and feeling fat, b/p. I seem to be b/p about every 2nd day atm yesterday was a terrible day after wrk i b/p 3 times and cudnt b bthered purgn everything the last time!

Today has been better though, havent eaten that badly really was tempted to either b/p b4 or p but distracted myself now the urge has past! I'm very sleepy lately! dont have insomnia so bad atm which is good but been having the odd nap during the day yday and day b4 and could easliy head to bed or sleep on the couch now at 7:30pm however i have far too much paper work to do!

I havent exercised since sunday when I went for a 11km run but i dont feel so bad about that as i just plainly havent had time or energy for it! Today i was going to go for a run but the flat/house was such a mess i decided it was more importanted to get it looking half decent and do my endless pile of paperwork with of course a lot of time wasted on the internet in btw times :).

I will try to get on here and check up on journals and journal more often again now! Once i'm back to work and off this damn practicum i should have more free time plus i will get paid again! i havent been paid for almost a month now! and my savings has gone from $3,500-$2,200!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mainly because of engagment celebrations and buying the ring etc! so no more spending 4 me except neccessaties! and hopefully i will have my saving bk up again sn!