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adreannasmommy 
12:36am
There will be A LOT swearing and name calling so just brace yourself..
Oh I'm fucking pissed and I dont care who knows it. Why do all of these fucking mothers get to keep their kids. Drugged up, alcoholic, dont give two shits what happens to them as long as they have their fix. How fucking fair is that?!?!? I was a REAL mother. I didnt get someone else to babysit Adreanna while I went out and partied. I stayed home to be with her. So, why does my baby have to lay in her grave and rot while all these stupid little whores who cant seem to GROW THE FUCK UP get to keep their baby.
Then I get to hear about people's kids getting taken away from them...WHAT THE FUCK!!! LAY OFF THE DRUGS ONCE IN A WHILE THEN IT WOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED!!!! "Ohhh boo hoo, they took my kids from me" AT LEAST YOU DONT HAVE TO GO VISIT YOUR KID AT THE FUCKING CEMETERY!!!! Seriously people, grow up. You cant stay 16 years old forever.
I think its funny how I hear about people having enough money to get their drugs and alcohol, but they dont have enough money to get their baby some diapers. Do you want to know something? Adreanna ALWAYS had diapers and we were poor as hell. Want to know how? Because we would have done ANYTHING for her. There were alot of times where we had no money but she needed formula, whether or not we had money in the bank or not we got it for her. I would have put our asses in debt if I had to. We planned ahead..Of course it didnt always work out. But she never went hungry. She never went with her diaper so full it exploded. She was happy and healthy, only had one cold in 6 months of her life.
If you havent noticed yet, I am in the angry stage of grieving. So I dont give two shits if this journal offends anyone or not because chances are you've already been through it or you're going to go through it.
Comments
vent away!
brandylee82
let it out hun!!! the angry stage comes in goes..I was angry then I was okay..now I'm angry again. vent away sweetie!!!
arihanna
I go through the angry phase at least once a week, if not every day. I drove home every single day at lunch, just so I could hold her. The only time she ever had a "babysitter" was a week before she died, when we left her with a friend for a 1/2 hour, while we went to look at a house that was for sale around the corner. She was never sick for the entire 8 months we were blessed with her. And now we see stories on TV about shaken babies, and parents who just don't deserve to be parents.....it's not fair, it just is not fair!
Sienasmom
hon we've all been there. all of us so YOU GO GIRL!!
Moosesmom
Better out than in. Let it all out sweetie. Hopefully it will make you feel a little better.
smmcclung
I'm right there with you!!! I hate it that mom's who did drugs while pregnant still have there kids :( Hopefully this will get better
michelle4600
Vent, vent, vent...Keep it up!!! I hope it made you feel better!!!!
wandersjewell
I have been where you are, I still am! I just turned 24 this Sept and Alot of girls my age just seem to be like what ur explaining...Sometimes I just wanna slap them and be like Open Your Eyes!! Look what you Have!! A Beautiful Gorgeous Child, Dont take them for granted! I would give anything to have my Daughter back :( I just dont understand why God allows kids to be beaten/raped/neglected and decide to STILL take the ones that were loved/nurtured... It just isn't Fair.
DaceysMom