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About Me
mikiblueyes
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About Me
i'm mikala. the typical cancer girl [passionate, intuitive, sensitive, ...]. i am a little morbid & have a darker side to my personality. i LOVE history. i believe in the paranormal. i do everything according to my mood, so i am sometimes shy, sometimes loud & wild.. sometimes brilliant, sometimes clueless.. sometimes calm, sometimes bouncing of the walls.. sometimes i can talk forever, sometimes i just want to listen.. & sometimes i don't want to do anything but lay in bed. my favorite way to express myself is with paint. i LIVE for my music & my 2 dogs. i'm very open-minded, honest, & non-judgemental & enjoy talking with people/making friends who have been through similar experiences in life.
i'm mikala. the typical cancer girl [passionate, intuitive, sensitive, ...]. i am a little morbid & have a darker side to my personality. i LOVE history. i believe in the paranormal. i do everything according to my mood, so i am sometimes shy, sometimes loud & wild.. sometimes brilliant, sometimes clueless.. sometimes calm, sometimes bouncing of the walls.. sometimes i can talk forever, sometimes i just want to listen.. & sometimes i don't want to do anything but lay in bed. my favorite way to express
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i like to spend my time just hanging out at home, reading, playing with my dogs, swimming, listening to music, playing/watching sports, sleeping, art, photography, fishing, going to movies/concerts, laughing, driving, playing my nintendo DS, singing/dancing, talking to & meeting new people, yoga & meditating, writing/receiving letters, painting, singing/dancing, eating, photography, t.v., theatre, learning new languages & cultures, ...
i like to spend my time just hanging out at home, reading, playing with my dogs, swimming, listening
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Close Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
i have dealt with social anxiety since i was a freshman in college, & even though i take my medications ritualistically, i still feel anxious around people & feel inferior to them.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni have tried for almost 10 years to better deal with my depression, but still can't get out of the constant 'funk' that i'm trapped in.
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- worked only for a while
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- worked only for a while
- Effexor Working / Worked
- seems to be working... kind of..
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- worked only for a while
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- i can't concentrate long enough to get completely zoned out
- Paxil Working / Worked
- worked only for a while
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- it's harder than i thought
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- i never found a counselor that i liked, though i tried numerous times.
- Trazodone Somewhat Helpful
- helped me sleep
Open Anger Management
i seem to have a constant sense of anger, even with little things..
Open Health Care Reform
i don't have insurance and it is EXTREMELY difficult to afford the prescriptions needed to keep me SANE!
Open Self-Injury
i've been self-harming for almost 10 years
Treatments
- Tattoos Working / Worked
- too bad they're so expensive!!
Open Loneliness
i'm just lonely, no matter who's around
Open Anxiety
constantly anxious... about everything... especially other people...
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- worked only for a while
- Paxil Working / Worked
- worked only for a while
- Xanax Working / Worked
- i have to cut my dose because i can't afford it, and twice my dose still wasn't doing what it was supposed to...
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depression poetry
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Suicide and Self Injury Survivors
RELATIONSHIPS 101
Adult Children of Alcoholics
low self esteem
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Ghosts Fact or Fiction
Learn to love yourself
bulimics and binge eaters
Social Anxiety
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Women who Love too Much
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