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Jackieodin 
9:53am, November 9, 2009
Ive had a ton of things up. New games to play, new quilts to finish tying for sis' work auction. I can't seem to find a job..but thats really to be expected.
No one can...maybe I can sell some quilts for christmas and get some xmas money.
Im waiting on making a call..but Im afraid to do it, because the job promise had been offered 4 times in the past..and every time I was told OOOH so close..next time.
Im waiting on a date buuuuuuut I dont see it as going to happen. BF has been squirrly, his BP has procd and he's off on his own psychotic adventure. I catch him when I can..hold him down and attack him with my support...
The depression (my depression) usually brings us down..but he gets distant and goes away when he feels bad..back to his own house..where I generally think its all about me!
It isn't. He's nuts. Im nuts. Our kids are gonna be ....um..well maybe we can adopt.
I feel pretty good today. Full of energy and pretty even keeled. I need some coffee...and a pop tart but Im open to feeling pretty happy.
