The Journey Continues
November 16, 2009 10:23pm
I'm really not sure if this entry will be inspiring to anyone but me and two weeks ago when I was experiencing the bottom dropping out of my …
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Beab
9:28pm November 16
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About Me
Beab
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About Me
It's hard to write "about me". I could have easily written something 2 months ago, before my husband's accident. But now I am just beginning to try to understand or know "about me". 50 year old widowed female, mother of 3 living children (teen-agers), one tiny baby girl in heaven with her daddy, 2 step-children who are adults. I have 1 sister and 1 brother with whom I am close but who live 2000 miles away. Both of my parents are deceased. I feel very alone. I hope I won't always feel this way. I just enrolled in college. I think I'm excited about that but I'm having a hard time looking very far ahead. I am blessed with many friends who have been checking up with me regularly. I really have much to be thankful for and I'm trying to feel thankful. I'm trying to feel anything but sadness.
It's hard to write "about me". I could have easily written something 2 months ago, before my husband's accident. But now I am just beginning to try to understand or know "about me". 50 year old widowed female, mother of 3 living children (teen-agers), one tiny baby girl in heaven with her daddy, 2 step-children who are adults. I have 1 sister and 1 brother with whom I am close but who live 2000 miles away. Both of my parents are deceased. I feel very alone. I hope I won't always feel this way. I
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I'll have to think about this. I just don't know what interests I have now.
I'll have to think about this. I just don't know what interests I have now.
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Beab commented on JPFlynn’s journal entry Working towards an anniversary... 11:26pm
John, what tender, loving words in honor of such a beautiful lady and a blessed marriage. What you have…
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Beab gave dane28 a rainbow 8:57am
Thanks, Dane, and here's a rainbow for you. I love rainbows because they always reassure me of the LORD's…
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Sending you a rainbow as a reminder of the LORD's promises....…
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It is so hard "to keep your chin up" sometimes isn't it? You have done a marvelous job at it, though,…
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Beab commented on JPFlynn’s journal entry Joyful Joyful - What blessings I have! 8:25am
John, your writings are a comfort. Thanks for sharing your feelings and thoughts as they mirror how I've…
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Too Much to Do and Feel !!!!
November 3, 2009 8:33pm
Yes, I'm venting.
Single parent...now, thrown into the role of mechanic....stupid oil filter (no wonder T wouldn't take our cars …
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Amazing Angels
October 28, 2009 10:13pm
Finally, an inspiring journal entry! When Robin called today to ask how I was doing, I was amazed that someone who I have only met with …
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Firsts
October 27, 2009 8:51am
I keep thinking about the hurdles that I've overcome already. I guess I need to feel something positive, maybe?
Moving the …
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Blindsided
October 26, 2009 8:54am
Yesterday was a nice day and a bit productive but no one felt the need to be stressed or anxious including me. A little reading, a little work, …
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Thinking of u...take care. Hugs!
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You're being thought of today. Hugs, Dane
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Sending a hug to remind you that I'm thinking of you and hoping your feeling a little better. Sharon
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take time and keep your faith in the Lord. It will get a little easier but I think it won't get better. It's been 15 weeks for me now. I'm just getting where I feel again so hang in there. hugs from Alice
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I know it would be hard to smile when one is in grief. So, am just sending you some flowers to cheer you up. If you can, please do smile, because you ought to smile while you still have teeth - aaaahhh...I hope this made you smile. Take care love. With Huggies, Dane
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Happily married 32 years, widowed 6 weeks. 3 teens at home. Struggling to find meaning in each day.
