Today
November 23, 2009 9:52pm
I am doing pretty good today. I fixed the pick ups on my guitar. The old ones had blood on them and shorted out. The new ones do not have exposed …
TeeJus
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About Me
TeeJus
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About Me
I am 34. I am bipolar 1 - hyper manic. That is the main thing I struggle with now. There are a lot of other things, but that is the main one.
I am 34. I am bipolar 1 - hyper manic. That is the main thing I struggle with now. There are a lot of other things, but that is the main one.
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I love the outdoors. I am in college now. I love to learn. I think I am a student of life. I dont think there is anything I cannot learn more about.
I love the outdoors. I am in college now. I love to learn. I think I am a student of life. I dont think
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TeeJus updated their status 8:30pm
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TeeJus wrote a journal entry: Today 9:52pm
I am doing pretty good today. I fixed the pick ups on my guitar. The old ones had blood on them and shorted…
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TeeJus changed their mood to OK 9:51pm
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TeeJus and inthegutter are now friends 12:49am
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An unrelenting pain
November 21, 2009 10:13pm
Man this is hard.
I have been trying to get better on my own for too long. I have to stop fooling myself into thinking that I am ok just …
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Glad to hear that you are ok today ;0)
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I don't understand how anyone could do this to someone they took a vow to always love and cherish. This hurts so much.
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I need to talk to some one too. I have so much going on. I know how hard weekends can be. My whole week seems to be like that lately with not working. I need to find better avenues to occupy my mind. Take care of yourself.
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Hope your mood improves. Here are some hugs. :0)
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Here is you FREE HUG! You can't give me a HUG back, because Its a FREE HUG!!!! Have a good day. Hugs from Alyxx!!! But Feel Free to pass it on to someone, *OTHER THAN ME*
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Support Groups
Close Abstinence & Celibacy
I am trying to keep it in my pants, while I get back in shape both physically and mentally.
Close Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- It is the only thing that helps me sleep.
Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
I am sometimes scared to leave my house.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I still shake and lose my temper.
Open Anxiety
I have anxiety. Constant anxiety.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Valium Working / Worked
Open Alcoholism
I am a recovering alchoholic.
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
I know I am going to have to quit and I will need help.
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
I masturbate to the point of chafing myself, so by definition I am hurting myself.
Open Arthritis
I was born with an arthritic condition.
Open Breakups & Divorce
I am still having a tough time forgiving myself for the way I treated my ex-wife. I was not a rational human being at the time I mistreated her, but I hate myself for it, regardless.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Chronic Pain
I have had over 20 years of consistent pain that I have managed mainly with marijuana.
Open Incest Survivors
I was abused as a child.
Open Migraine Headaches
I hate these.
Open Loneliness
I hurt all day long, because I have no one to talk to near where I live.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I was treated like shit when I was a kid and these issues are still hurting my ability to recover.
