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catleya 
10:33am, September 27, 2009
So much of my loneliness is when I feel the wind blowing through the empty spaces in my soul...it bites and it licks and it tells me I should be full...
The Well
I came to you
For sustenance
Gazed into your depths
Dark waters reflected me.
I poured my pain
Desires, despairs
Into the heart
Waiting for you
To overflow, to reject
what I gave.
But the well
So deep, endless
Held its will
Shared its bounty
Filled me
With spirit and life.
I did not want
To greedily drink
This water of life
Yet I could not
walk away empty.
It is painful
To not know
Its Source
I am not a part
of that deep, dark world.
Still I gratefully
Partook, praying
Some day the well
Would find me full.
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I'm sorry you feel empty. I can relate. Therapy/meds can help you heal. I suggest you look into it. Life's too short to be miserable! Take Care,Katie
asadheart
Thanks Katie, I am doing both thank goodness....this is an ongoing thing...
catleya
I pray the well fills you soon.
asadheart
Great prayer! And that is what you call hope. Something that one can not find or ever have without wanting it first.
Luvin you,
Hope all is well with your boy!
doubleb