Mantha2's Journal

Have you ever had one of those day, where you just feel like everything annoys you? Not even annoy.. but the fact that you feel uneasy, or anxious? That is how I am feeling today and I have NO idea why. I am NEVER like that, until today. It is just something I'm not comprehending for some reason.. maybe I'll find out what the problem is later today. 

I am starting drivers ed, and let me tell you that it is soooooo boring. I am so tired too. Lol. 8 hours of school and 4 hours of those classes is hard..... ALSO. I am doing my in-car with the instructor this thursday and friday... then next friday and saturday. It is just a lot to handle right now I guess..

Other words.... Nathan, he is just.... how can I say, AMAZING?

He has to be the most gentle, caring, and understanding teenaged adolecent i have met in my life. He just makes me smile when i'm down. He picks me up off my feet when I need it.. and makes me laugh, even when I don't need it.

 It's like he was god sent... just to me. To show me that everything is going to be okay. That I am not the only one in this world who wants to help each individual person i can.... its such a great feeling knowing he is mine. I just feel like he is just, amazing. ^_^ ahhhhh. <3333 

I just need to let a little bit more of that out.. i think i shall write a poem. d:

If I could think of anything right now,

it would be about how BADLY my face hurts,

how my stomach could just burtst,

and my eyes could not shed another tear.

Huh, what's with the face?

I never said that these were bad things.

I have not stopped smiling since I've met you,

You give me butterflies all the time,

and I just got done laughing so hard I'm crying.

Now, get your jaw off the floor.

Look into my eyes.

And after I smile, kiss me.

<3

With that said, I know deep down, everything is going to be just fine. 

Not only do I get sad when I don't see you,

I get a sensation of hope. 

Hope, because I know you'll always be faithful.

I have faith.

Faith your promises will always stay true.

Love,

I can just never deny it.

My love for you is just like the air I breath..

I need it till the last breath.

I will always love you, it shall never have an ending.

 Except this, is the ending.

The End.

comment. (:

(this isn't my greatest work though.. so i don't expect much.)