bad luck continues..
November 4, 2009 6:37pm
So the bad luck continues. I went to work today and 5min before I had to start my supervisor and I were out for a smoke. My cousin textd me and I …
kiery 
11:01pm Friday
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About Me
kiery
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About Me
Just a small town girl living in a big city, trying to figure out who she is. A girl whose insides are screaming, from a past she didn't create, and her only escape are the contaminated lacerations over her angelic face, the ones that are bleeding profusely. She tries to speak, but no one hears. This disguise of fake joy is seeping from her veins, and still no one sees. There's a morbid, monstrous battlefield shrieking through her mind. No one can save her.
Just a small town girl living in a big city, trying to figure out who she is. A girl whose insides are screaming, from a past she didn't create, and her only escape are the contaminated lacerations over her angelic face, the ones that are bleeding profusely. She tries to speak, but no one hears. This disguise of fake joy is seeping from her veins, and still no one sees. There's a morbid, monstrous battlefield shrieking through her mind. No one can save her.
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Interests
-artsy stuff (painting, sculpting) -the ocean -snowmobiling, ATVing -long drives -travelling -meeting new people -reading/writing
-artsy stuff (painting, sculpting) -the ocean -snowmobiling, ATVing -long drives -travelling -meeting
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Friday
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kiery updated their status 11:01pm
life is overrated.…
November 14
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kiery and invertedandunhinged are now friends 2:01pm
November 13
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kiery and shatteringwings are now friends 10:35pm
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kiery commented on UNDEF photo 9:07pm
amazing!…
November 9
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kiery wrote a discussion post in the Bereavement support group: losing everyone. 4:12pm
January 20th 2008 I lost my Gramps to cancer. It really was my first death that, at the age of 17, I…
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Journal Entry for November 1, 2009
November 1, 2009 1:54am
1. What time did you get up this morning? 11:30am 2. Diamonds or pearls? Diamonds. They are sparkly.
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? …
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hi lady.. you are beautiful ... just like barbie :-)
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2nd I would like 2 send u my deepest sympathy 4 your loss of your grandmother. I do believe u r making the rt decision by not moving back home. U have worked hard 2 put your difficult past behind u & don't look back. Try 2 talk 2 your roommate & explain how cutting makes u feel. Try 2 explain why u feel the need 2 cut & that telling your employer won't help but just cause more stress. Try 2 explain how u need support not threats. Is the difficult time u r having getting n 2 c a mental health professional caused by your universal/ socalized medicine n Canada? The US is trying 2 pass universal healthcare. I think there r good & bad pts about the healthcare stuff. I do believe talking 2 a mental healthcare specialist would help. I do believe your attraction 2 females is related 2 the violation of u by a man. I can understand but u need someone who can help u work thru your past & then leave it exactly there n the past. I do believe once u abandon your past ,leaving it there n the past then u will b able 2 move on w/ your life n a positive manner. Then u can live w/o thoughts of suicide. I never believe suicide is the answer. It's merely the cowards way out. Best Wishes!
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1st I'd luv 2 send u a Happy Belated Birthday! Although, I'm truly sorry it wasn't such a festive 1. It is terrible when tragic events happen on a holiday or a day of any significance b/c it will never b 4gotten. My BFF & our other friend were murdered the morning of the day they were planning a dinner 4 me & my husband 2 celebrate us getting married. My grandfather died on Halloween. I hate when my pts pass away on holidays b/c I know it will carry on w/ them 4ever. Again I am truly sorry, I know that doesn't help though.
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Sorry the funeral was really bad. Just wanted to send you some belated birthday wishes and a *((hug))*
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
I have been self-harming for 14 years. I am 19 years old.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Many different tries and it never works out.
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- It worked until I did it until I bled, and a teacher said I was self-harming and sent me to the office.
- Remeron Working / Worked
- It calms me down. Makes things more bearable.Problem weight gain
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- It def calms down my anxiety and stops my mind from racing and I am able to think straight.Problem weight gain
- Effexor Working / Worked
- It works well with the Remeron.Problem weight gain
Close Anxiety
Diagnosed with severe anxiety. Taking medication to help.
Open Gay & Lesbian Teens
I like girls...
Open Coming Out
Help?
Open Bereavement
In the past year I have lost my gramps, grandpa, grandma, best friend, couple friends of the family..
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Pets Working / Worked
- Poetry Working / Worked
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Reading Working / Worked
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Time Working / Worked
