Please focus NOW!
September 9, 2009 11:21pm
Hasn't been a good day, better, yet still having a very hard time focus. Been reading the same lines forever and can barely comprehend …
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About Me
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About Me
Acquired dysthymia secondary to Munchausen by Proxy... I was not born to feel unhappy, but feeling happy and smiling was prohibited when She didn't feel the same. After years of brain washing, I'm now left with all signs of PTSD. Now I feel grateful whenever I can have a good laugh at all the silly jokes!
Acquired dysthymia secondary to Munchausen by Proxy... I was not born to feel unhappy, but feeling happy and smiling was prohibited when She didn't feel the same. After years of brain washing, I'm now left with all signs of PTSD. Now I feel grateful whenever I can have a good laugh at all the silly jokes!
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Out from the ditch... until next episode
September 9, 2009 9:27pm
After spending half a day doing everything to get my mood back up, now I feel better and hopefully can function as planned now thru bedtime. …
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heres a hug for you today! hope your day is going good. take care. x
Moment of Peace
Say there,
Thanks for the group hug.. . .
-wish more people did that.
As founder and Grand Pooba of this community, I bestow upon you in the presence of any and all members >>>> The Order of Coolness
with all rights and privileges thereof.
. . . of which there are many. . . that . . slip my mind at the moment but
are never the less pretty cool in and amongst themselves. . . . and so . .
wherever they may be. . . which. . . I'm sure I'll remember post haste, or in all due course,
whichever comes first. . . and I mean it too.
I'll be the first to know these pan ultimate garnishments and flourishments. . . which I pre-conceived without the aid of any illicit medications or organically enhanced mushrooms, save those freaky little yellow buds given to me by the great Iraqouis chief , chef and raconteur sitandchew,
so, be that as it may , and I should know , you are fortunate indeed to be mentioned in the same paragraph as . . . whats his name
and believe me It's the first time I've even thought of mentioning his name in public for heavens sake. . .
So there we go, let it be known, it is done
and . . I can't remember what I was going to say in closing but hey, I've dysthymia, anxiety (which I'm told goes really well with dysthymia ) some sort of personality disorder . . .
so OK then,
My shirt is pressed,
- my shoes are the same color, and I'm feeling pretty damn skippy
Is life cool or what?
-Later
your friend and StillBill
. . . .. (freaking Spellcheck is overrated)
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i am so glad that you are feeling a bit better..hope we all can find ways to encourage pleasure, laughter, enjoyment, delight, and love without the feeling we must suffer or be sick to please, or that we are not deserving of happiness and freedom from pain....
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Welcome! reading your profile, i sure relate to what you said about your mom. my mother cannot see me as a seperate person, it is so hard for me to "leave" her in her sickness and move toward health and happiness...
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your welcome!
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Dysthymic disorder
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
Munchausen by proxy
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Not Working
- Forgiveness Somewhat Helpful
- Leave Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
PTSD
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Reading Not Working
- Talking Not Working
Open Codependency
Recovering from co-dependence with abusive mother.
Treatments
- CoDA Considering
- Emotions Anonymous (EA) Considering
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
