AliceRen's Journal

it's been 15 weeks since I lost Ray and about 3 weeks since I stopped taking all the meds to help me not think to much about it. I feel better now. Still have a lot of pain but am learning how to handle it a little better now that my head is clearing up and I can foscu again. Writting in a journal everyday as thou I'm talking to him has helped a lot. Also I still listen a lot to music we used to play or sing together. I just feel like he's still close by and I find that very comforting.