Letter to A Lost Friend
MJ,
I don't even know where to begin. Words cannot begin to express how much I miss you.
I know you never thought much of …
MJ,
I don't even know where to begin. Words cannot begin to express how much I miss you.
I know you never thought much of …
I'm doing better than last night on the way home from work. I spend that time talking to my brother. A song came on as I turned on the car that made me think of him, then as I was talking and crying another song came on "My best friend gave me the best advice, etc....." I just felt like he was trying to talk to me through the music. I sure do miss him. Thanks for asking how are you doing???? It's hard huh? I try my best to be light hearted when I think of Jack, and remember only good stuff, cause the bad comes in all on its own, ya know what I mean. Hang in there we"ll get through this. What choice do we have????
I'm sorry you're dealing with such horrible pain. I just found out about 2 weeks ago through an ultrasound that my baby had no heartbeat. This is my third loss. Take your time in grieving the loss of your friend and try not to gauge your healing time against other people's--we all put ourselves back together in our own way, in our own time. my heart is with you.
I'm sorry to hear about your friend. My brother passed of stage 4 lung cancer on May 23rd, he was diagnosed on March 19th, the day before my birthday. All I prayed for for my birthday is that my brother would get better. All you can do is take one moment at a time, then one hour, etc.... I have been thinking alot about my brothers upcoming birthday, the holidays, etc... not sure how our family will get through it.... I know when I feel like crying I cry, when I feel like screaming, I find a place to go and scream and then cry...... I think about him daily. I seem to talk to him more than I talk to God. I am thinking that it would be good for my parents, my kids and I to go somewhere to just get away. But then I know I can't run from it all either.
5 months is no time at all I hope you can get through this!