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Why can horrible people have children? Mood
Tuesday, October 27, 2009 | A Rambling story

Is it just me or have alot of parents been on the news lately for murdering their toddlers. I mean in the past year? Well I sure have seen alot. its ridiculous. I feel I am a decent person. I am doing the best I can. I would provide a loving home for a child. But why have I been cursed with this problem? Has anyone else felt their religious views slip away since they have been having these problems? Well I have. i dont even want to go to church anymore because I dont feel like God is helping me. Why would he let those beautiful children be born into terrible families where they end up getting beat or even worse murdered. I would never do such a thing so why am I not getting pregnant.

 

Maybe I am just having one of those days but I am getting so annoyed. My doctor finally gave me Clomid after waiting for so long and I got the bottle filled and everything. And guess what no period comes. So now I am on my 8th day of Provera praying that I have a cycle soon. I am going insane.

 

Also many people have been asking me but yes my husband had a semen analysis and the doctor said everything's fine on his end of things.

 

I am still really confused as to why I am not having a period. The doctor said I have a few small cysts but everyything is under control. My hormone levels are good. I was taking 500mg of glucofage and had a period for 3-4 months and was off for 3-4 months. Well this summer my doctor told me to take 1000mg of glucofage a day and guess what.. Its been 5 months and I only had one cycle. What the crap is going on?

 This may be a stupid question but is one ovary on the right side and the other ovary is on the left side? Well the reason I ask is because I am having a terrible pain that is in my left lower abdomen. It has been going on for a couple of months. Its pretty constant so I am sure its not that a cysts has burst.. because that pain goes away pretty fast. 

 

Has any of you taken clomid? What was your experience with it? did it help?

 

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  1. KandJ

    Oh, lots of questions, let's see:
    Yes, I was mad at God... for a lot of the same reasons. I had to learn that while wanting a child was big for me, my husband needed to be number one because I was neglecting our relationship- actually got that out of a sermon on marriage! (Conceived shortly afterwards. God sure does have a sense of humor.)

    Have you sought out a second opinion about the pcos and need for glucophage? I was actually told that that med would not help me because I did not have typical pcos hormone levels. And you have just a few cysts in each ovary- yes, one on the left, the other on the right-? PCOS is more than a few cysts in each ovary.

    As for the pain, it could be a cyst forming or it could be ovulation.

    We did 3 months of clomid with no success, just a lot of mood swings. Poor, poor husband:( Femara worked for us with no side effects. The manufacturer actually has a coupon on its website for a free 30 day supply, it expires the end of the year. Ask your doc if they can prescribe it this way but you take it like he tells you.


    KandJ

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