Tired and hurt
October 1, 2009 12:53am
I've been slowly getting physically more and more hurt, but the end is good. I'm mentoring wheelchair basketball, I started this past …
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scottjk7890
6:43am, September 5, 2009
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About Me
scottjk7890
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About Me
I'm in the army and will be getting out soon. I'm going through a divorce with my wife, and I still love her and want to be a person she can be happy with, porn helped to ruin us. I have a lot of trouble day to day, I'm so scared of losing her.
I'm in the army and will be getting out soon. I'm going through a divorce with my wife, and I still love her and want to be a person she can be happy with, porn helped to ruin us. I have a lot of trouble day to day, I'm so scared of losing her.
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September 21, 2009 12:12am
I hurt. My shoulder is acting up and its torture. If there's any plus to it its that if anything it helps keep me from porn even …
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Hard.
September 18, 2009 5:45pm
I almost gave in last night. I was feeling sorry for myself and started to spiral down. I picked myself up enough though, it helps to …
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Still strong
September 13, 2009 2:06am
I'm tied with my longest streak today, I'm worried but I feel that I can keep it up. My knee is getting worse everyday, so I'm …
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Depression
September 10, 2009 5:27pm
I wasn't keeping track of my meds, and now I ran out of my anti-depressants. I have them now but I went a few days without them now, and …
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hi scott, hope life is being kind to you
take care. sue x-
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thankyou so much for your message...will love my husband till day i die ,....what you say. trying to hold onto memories of man you love....that kept me going for 5 years of having him back endless times after he would run away to get on with what he had to , undisturbed...know this time it's just one time too many... qwhen he came home 13 months ago ..really believed it was over forever...now i know it never will be... thanks for being there ... sue xx
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So what are you really dealing with? Is it just ur wife or do you have health problems(colitis)?Hope I can help you somehow.
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Hey how are you?I still try my best to loose my steroid gain ugh,wish there was a wonder pill!Let me know if there is anything that I can do to help ok?
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Close War & Terrorism
I Served in Iraq as Infantry 06-07, and have a lot of bad things taken away from it.
Close War in Iraq
I served in Iraq 06-07
Treatments
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
I have a porn addiction that has torn my marriage apart. My dad sexually abused me and pushed porn onto me for a long time, and now I find myself turning into a new person to lie about porn. It scares me, I want it gone and I want my beautiful wife.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- I spent time in River Oaks Hospital and it helped my through a lot of my mess, but it didn't fix me and I still sway and I can't get myself to control it.
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I'm a personal trainer and working on a nutrition certification too so I'd like to help if I'm needed.
Treatments
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
