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sarahw 
I have been so busy with work and school that I have not been on in a while, but I am glad i can always ocme back and share. This weekend is my 1 year wedding anniversary. I have such sad feelings becuase my wedding was the best week ever. We all went ot Key Largo, just my close friend and family. It was a wonderful and amazing time! That was the last time we had a trip with Andy being there. And I got married to my beautiful husband. Then, on November 17th at 1am I got the call from my dad saying Andy was in an accident and he had a serious braing injury. The next week he died. We buried him one month exactly form the date of my wedding. This year has been the saddest year of my life, but it was supposed to be happy. We are forever changed, and now, when I think of my wedding it crushes my heart to think that a year ago, our lives were perfect, and a year later, forever changed.
I miss Andrew more now than I ever have. It's like the reality is finally sinking in. And the acceptance part of it? I have no idea if I am near accepting it. It's just seems every day is anohter day we have to learn to live without him, and each event is another that he is not there. I want to be happy about my anniversary, but it is too bittersweet. I winder if I can ever celebrate it happily?
Then coming up on Novmeber 25th, will be one yaear since his death. Please pray for my family that we can get thorough all of this.
I love YOu all, and plan to be around more to support all of you likeyo have supported me!
Saraj
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I know its hard, but you should try and think of the good times you all had with Andy. Think about how happy he was to be apart of your wedding...and even though he's not here physically, you know he's there with your spiritually. My mom's birthday is Nov. 16th and even though it's been 13 years since she's been dead, it's still not easy to deal with that day. But when I have hard days, I think about all the people I have and remember I'm so lucky to have them.
You are so strong. I know you and your whole family will be okay cause you guys have such a strong bond and I can tell there's so much love. I don't think I've seen or heard about a close knit family like yours.
I'll definitely say a prayer for you and your family. Big HUGS
loss4wrds
It seems that happy events become tainted with saddness when we lose a loved one. My daughter's birthday is right before mine. She also died the day before my mother's birthday. So much of life is bittersweet. I wonder if our losses ever truly are "real" to us, when that reality is so painful. I'm glad you had your wedding anniversary to celebrate.
VictoriaJoy
PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY THAT YOU ALL GET THROUGH THIS VERY TOUGH TIME!!!CONGRATS ON THE 1 YR WEDDING ANNIVERSARY!!!HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND!!!!
hicksnicoled