today i am not good. i am losing …
today i am not good. i am losing my marriage and my happiness. i wish i new what to do. it seems that my recent …
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Unhappysoul 
10:29am November 20
Seems like nobody knows, nobody cares
I in Relationship that I have tried to make work for 8 years alright in the beginning thought he was my rock I was in love, then my nan interferred started telling tales about me, partners brothers debts, partners spending hiding his purchases, the wedding ended by partners mother wtf!!!!!! it was my and partners wedding and she tried to run the whole thing
In went into realtionship with a man with moderate learning difficulties because I thought thats all I deserve it has been hell on earth stress stress and more stress,
I went on vallium because of partners brother making me ill had to take them once a week then I had to take them once a week, do people forget I have feelings?
How can I make close friends again? or get close to family?
they both let me down
Family
I loved my aunt told her bout here she came on, I wanted to help her (my true self) spoke to my cousin and he said i can go up to the flat of aunt i went there and i thought that strange windows where open came back wrote journal she dinied it slagged me off to others on here I will not speak to her untill she sees sence
Close friends
Met a lady so many years ago, i got burgeled she told everyone about it we had argument and I flipped (meltdown)
tagged wish i never went there I should have learnt my lesson it resulted in me getting drunk more than once, stopped beliveing in myself dont want to help anymore, got sick of sending pic comments i cared but close friends sod it they just accuse me
My confidence and self esteem once inproved by man that well cant be asked to mend friendship and tell the truth well I done
had enough with life on comp and life in general sick of carrying on having dreams they just get shattered, sick of me and life
want to kill me but what stopping me is sick of hell here and dont want to go to hell again
who cares anyway
wish I could explain better i feel I am just wasting my breath, my time and life I sick of it
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I am here for always my friend. Hugs Dezna
Dezna
Aww unhappy hun, please dont be so sad.... Life is cruel and family can sometimes can be cruler... They dont realise how mixed up they have us sometimes...
Find solice in the friends you have here.... Chat talk rant and rave all you need to but get it out... We can then start to help....
I'm on a lot if you want a sounding board....
Im a good listener and am never judgemental...
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andyls322
life is hard...but worth it my darling..you have my understanding and eternal love...you are so much better then most that is why people give you a hard time..you are an Angel, pure, good, sensitive and full of love....you belong to the universe and life is here for you...think good things and remember that you are a wonderful child of God....I love you always...your momma friend Serenity
serenity55
it sounds like you need to learn to love yourself, then the friends will come to find you. :)
cypher
Sweetheart ,i care..very much)..I`m so sorry you`re being treated this way.
Try and remember you are special ,that you deserve to be treated with love and respect ,and that you won`t put up with anything less.
Always in your corner my friend..love you lots ,sharon xoxo((((((HUGS)))))))))
Rocky7
oh sweetie, I really am sorry I have not been here for you lately....as Rocky says...ALWAYS in your corner...lots of hugs.....Cathrynn XXXX
Cathrynn
hugs from me too... dont give up, we all know it hurts when the people you are supposed to be able to depend on, are just not dependable, or not stable enough to be trustworthy. You have found some nice friends here... so please, i hope you can enjoy the support, encouragement and hugs that i see surrounding you here on ds... xxooxxoo
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