The Horrible Night
Two nights ago I got hit really, really hard by my nightmares. It's been almost two weeks of peaceful sleep and I kinda expected something …
I'm a former medical provider who thought everything was behind him in regard to PTSD. Over the last years, it appears I have had several triggering events that has flared my illness up to a level I could have never imagined. Severe depression, incredibly vivid and horrible dreams...the loss of hope. Don't I sound like a bag of fun?
I'm a former medical provider who thought everything was behind him in regard to PTSD. Over the last years, it appears I have had several triggering events that has flared my illness up to a level I could have never imagined. Severe depression, incredibly vivid and horrible dreams...the loss of hope. Don't I sound like a bag of fun?
Two nights ago I got hit really, really hard by my nightmares. It's been almost two weeks of peaceful sleep and I kinda expected something …
I have had couple of bad dreams over the last week, but, for some reason, I've been able to deal with them without finding myself …
I had six nights in a row without nightmares. Last night, I got kicked right in the nuts with a horrible dream.
Terror is a wonderful …
I've had three decent, no-nightmare nights in a row. Still, I feel horrible. I'm not sure if it's me realizing what a f-fest …
I'm truly suffering...and I can tell that even my biggest supporters are tiring of it.
Twice a week (on average) I wake up in tears, pulsing …
You are not alone in this...I've got your back.
Don't forget...do the head count. When counting give a double count to those who have been a positive influence. Screw the rest...they do not matter any longer. (except for your daughter and I am sure that will one day you will both repair your relationship...all girls need their daddys) Anyway..you have won a place in my heart..i love you, my dear friend..please do not forget that.
Will, Here's the thing..it goes both ways! Feels like I have known you forever! You have done so much to help me out...I will never forget you! You are a very special man.
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I am not a flower sending type of girl..so picture this a lovely geranium for your beautiful new office :) Everyone deserves a geranium when they earn the "corner office" away from a douche bag! Way to go!!!!
TBI girl celebrating that maybe she remembers something....Cave Creek? Such a place? Micro brew bar? Old town style shops? Mexican restaurant at entrance? My idea of your "dream town"? Maybe?
I'm a former medical provider who is suffering from severe PTSD. I've been dealing with it for years, but over the past three years, new triggers have destroyed me. Now, my dreams are a living hell...and they affect my waking life in many negative ways. I need all the help I can get.