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Kristaus 
11:43pm, September 14, 2009
Well I am feeling a little better. Compared to how I was feeling I am OK.
I still have tremendous pain and always exhausted no matter how much sleep i get i feel like i ran a marathon. but my mood feels better i don't feel so sorry for myself.
which helps i am sure. I am really upset about the disability denial
And i even called a lawyer and he told me i have to go see another specialist before i reapply
I don't know how i feel about that I feel real mad because i am so tired of fighting with these doctors to try to get them to understand. I cant tell you how many doctors told me straight out that there isn't anything else we can do. so that would be the end with that doctor . I am just no up to doing it again and again and again....
But I guess it is all apart of the battle it is just very hard very!!!!
I will keep trying and keep moving forward and see what happens.
Lots of Love to all who read this!!!! Kristin
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I had the same experience with doctors not believing me or not helping me enough. It took me 9 yrs to find one who listened and reacted. Once that one did, others got on board. Keep looking for that one doctor or Nurse practitioner(That's who I found) until you get help. I found too that the younger I was, the less they believed me. That made me mad because why would I have wanted to be in pain in my 20's and 30's? ! I had enough to do trying to work and raise my kids! It was as if the closer I got to 40, they more they listened and took me seriously. If your lawyer is recommending more or new specialists, do it, and maybe that will be the one who listens to you! Have you tried the U of M? They have good Rheumatologists. Just a suggestion :) Cheryl
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Thank you hun yes i feel like because i am young they must think i am full of it and yes i seen one lady at u of m and she pretty much told me to see a mental doctor. I took the result from her to another doctor and he told me i had a serious blood clot disorder i was really mad she had the same papers and didn't tell me. but i am going to try another doctor out there I WILL keep trying i just am really tired thank you so much
I wish you lots of love Kristin
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