2ndstrike's Journal

Nah, I'm not a drunk or druggie. I almost wished I had bad habits. Got rid of the sticks over 10 years ago.  When I'm upset or scared (usually of change I eat the wrong things) I haven't been buying  it. I have a real sweet tooth. And after haloween candy went super cheap. I bought too much. I've been pigging out. but want to stop.  Do I throw it out.Keep it and try to pace it. (won't work) or just what?I've also hit the wall I have to exercise today or I start my first week  too slow or not doing what I should .  crap I know I'm in here some place. What do you use for inspiration.  Nah, God doesn't seem to help. \

I guess what I'm worried about is fading into the dark like many old people do.  I'm alive and want to feel it.