Seven - Heaven?
A long time ago I was diagnosed as, I think it was, bi-polar. As I understood it, this meant that I could fluxuate wildly between almost crippling …
40 year old.........loser, basically. Stay at home Dad of two. Married six years (seven remains to be seen) and so very tired of everything. Sorry, I am just typing what springs to mind, I may update later... B.
40 year old.........loser, basically. Stay at home Dad of two. Married six years (seven remains to be seen) and so very tired of everything. Sorry, I am just typing what springs to mind, I may update later... B.
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A long time ago I was diagnosed as, I think it was, bi-polar. As I understood it, this meant that I could fluxuate wildly between almost crippling …
Here again - and so what.
I have come to a conclusion about life. The gentler side of things, the gentler emotions are overrated and oftentimes …
So here we are at entry number five.
Ha.
I promised myself that I would write in this thing everyday - and I can't even seem to do THAT …
I am still here...whether I want to be or not. I really Should have written this the other night, but I started to and my computer crashed and I just …
Lets try this again - I started writing here and the computer crashed, story of my life.
On second thought, I am tired, angry and to P.O.d …
you have been MIA.
what's up? hope everyone is okay and you are all well.
hugs, mira
how are you and the family? i hope youre all well! take good care, mira
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did the boys go out this Halloween? hope you and the family are doing well! Have a nice weekend! Mira
where are you where are you...? is everything ok...? im concerned. you havent been on in awhile...why? Hope everyone is doing well!
This is difficult. I am the cliche' of the poor little me syndrom come to life - literally, I am afraid. Though I don't really believe in it, and try not to dwell on it, it fits. I can honestly say that I have NO friends, and outside of three and a half years or so as a child, I never have. I have a wife, who I suspect doesn't care much for me anymore (My fault I suspect. I am hard to live with) and a couple of kids. Everything I have ever tried to do in my life I have failed at, f*cked up or has been taken from me. That's pretty much the beginning - and with luck the end will be soon.