wow! I'm actually doing it!
October 27, 2009 8:55am
Its been awhile but boy does time fly! I never thought this day would come were I can say I've been clean for 60 days BUT it has. My life is coming …
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butterfliesfree
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About Me
butterfliesfree
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About Me
I'm 32 years old married with three great kids. I have a prescription drug problem and getting help now. Hoping to get support and make new friends. I am open minded and I will listen to advice. I am hoping maybe I too can help someone here too. I am a wife, friend, mother, Please don't judge me for I have made poor decisions and choices but I am here to change my ways and set a better tomorrow for me and my loved ones that this disease has affected. I really want to become a better person for myself. I have been diagnosed with anything from bi polar to anxiety. I almost always have little to no energy even on subs. I have been on subs since august 17 and no it hasn't been long I'm worried about withdrawals when I do stop them. I ace been talking to a therapist and she really thinks I have ADD so maybe I can get myself straight. All the meds I have been on and nothing really helped. I started abusing pain pills just so I would feel like getting out of bed every morning. I push and push myself every day fbd I hate it. I want to be happy again. I don't work anymore lost my job from pills and now I'm trying to get straight before I get another one.
I'm 32 years old married with three great kids. I have a prescription drug problem and getting help now. Hoping to get support and make new friends. I am open minded and I will listen to advice. I am hoping maybe I too can help someone here too. I am a wife, friend, mother, Please don't judge me for I have made poor decisions and choices but I am here to change my ways and set a better tomorrow for me and my loved ones that this disease has affected. I really want to become a better person for myself.
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Interests
Camping writing spending time with my family and friends. Learning more about addiction.
Camping writing spending time with my family and friends. Learning more about addiction.
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Recent Activity
November 1
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butterfliesfree and hugless are now friends 12:39pm
October 28
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butterfliesfree gave bobinmaine a hug 7:05am
Thank you!…
October 27
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butterfliesfree joined the Hepatitis C support group 9:26pm
My father was diagnosed 7 yrs ago with sceriosis of the liver and hepatitis C. I am here to learn more…
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butterfliesfree gave OmiMone a hug 8:19pm
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butterfliesfree gave OmiMone a hug 8:19pm
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Journal
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been awhile
September 24, 2009 8:46am
Well its been awhile. It has been 36 days clean for me and I could not be more shocked and happy! I DID it! Not that its over I still have a long way …
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frustrated
September 3, 2009 1:23pm
I am so confused. I. Been talking to my therapist and she specializes in addition depression anxiet and ADD. With in the first of hour of talking to …
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Hugbook
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Hugs to you and know we are always here for you .. thank you for the update.. I am glad to hear your lil one is a strong lil one.. and it always amazes me how strong children can be.. Hugs to you SImone
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Thanks
Much appreciated!
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thanks for the hug!!! i hope you are having a great day!
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I am here most every day if you have questions, fears or anxieties, or if you just want to chat! I have been through what you are going through right now and I know how tough it is. The first 2 months were the worst for me and it slowly got a little better as time went on.
Good Luck in your recovery and God Bless!
Bob 
Ray of Sunshine
Welcome to Mom's First!
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Support Groups
Close Prescription Drug Abuse
I have been using prescription pain medication for two years well been addicted that long using for 4 years. I want my life back. I sought help on my own and I am still figuring this out. I have been to one meeting but want to go to more. I'm seeking help in here.
Close Hepatitis C
My father was diagnosed 7 yrs ago with sceriosis of the liver and hepatitis C. I am here to learn more about the disease and to learn more of what can be expected in the future. n
Treatments
- Interferon, pegylated Not Working
- Didn't work in fact almost killed him in 03. Come to find out he had severe allergic reaction to it that few people have.
- Pegylated Interferon Not Working
- Ribavarin Not Working
