Nicole785's Journal

Its been a while since I have wrote in my journal. I have been having pretty good days. Days where I can get up and do something with my family and not feel sick, until about 2 weeks ago. I am having trouble eating again. I will eat but shortly after I have these small spasims in my abdomen. In these past two week I have dropped 5lbs and am continuing to loose :( I have been feeling scared and weak these past couple of weeks. I go to see my doctor on the 10th of November so hopefully shell be able to help me with some of the pain and to stop the weight loss. Last time I visited she had mentioned a getting a shot once a month, i cannot remember what it was called but it was the next step she was planning on making if the Trazadone isnt helping much.

Even though Im having these problems, I have been trying to stay positive. I admit that I do sometimes break down but talk myself into thinking that I will be alright. Its just so different than the last time I had a series of attack. I was back on my feet and eating within a couple of month and now its lasting longer :(