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lilly80 
2:38pm, August 30, 2009
hi ppl,well im still not well,and still gettin the hang ov reaching out 2 ppl on here.im slipping more and more deep in2 my depression as we speak,just want 2 sleep all the time,which i hate cuz i have 2 girls who i love with all my heart and want 2 do so much with.i carnt even b bothered 2 get them from school cuz im that deep in myself.this is makin me feel worse and the guilt is killing me.i hate it when im like this,it just isnt me.xxxx
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We got to hang in there, I know this is weird because I'm feeling so down too, but I can tell you are such a nice person because you reached out to me and I appreciate it!
kyledanzey
no problems,and yes u r right we must hang in there.hope 2 speak soon,lilly80.
lilly80
I seem to be having a problem getting up and going to work in the morning, thank god I am pregnant or I would have run out of excuses by now and lost my job! My boyfriend says its all in my head and I need to just get up and go! Yeah easy for him to say he's never been depressed before!
annieka
its easy for ppl on the other end of depression 2 say basically pull yourself together,and like u say if only it was that easy.iv suffered depression now 4 nearly 4 years and it has been hell 4 me and my children.i can b well 4 months but at this moment i am so deep in my depression its so hard to carry on,my girls keep me goin at the moment.
lilly80